My lovely morning

This is Morning..my lovely Dalmation.
I just received a call from my mum this morning, saying that Morning was vomiting blood...She said a lots of blood....having seizures, hypothermic (very cold), very weak and looks like dying...She sound so weak and worried. I am a vet. But at that time, I just as helpless as her. I could not attend to my dog immediately nor I can treat my dog. What I can do is to find a vet nearby. There are 3 vets in the town. The first vet said she had an surgery, could not attend to the house call (I understand her as she cant leave the surgery room immediately). The second vet said, " Since ur dog is suspected food poisoning and is dying, what for u ask me to go?". This word really piss me off..U can ask me to wait, can give me reason why u can't attend the case, but not to judge whether the dog should be given treatment. So i called the last vet, he is still sleeping. It's near 12 noon. Without wasting time, I just instruct my mum to give some supportive management like keep the dog warm, take some charcoal etc while waiting for the vet.

Now, Morning is surviving...trying his very best to survive...I dunno what's the prognosis..as another vet said, be prepared for the worst.

Dear lovely morning, be strong and be stoic, I will make sure u get the treatment that u need, and u will be ok very soon. I will celebrate new year with you, I promise.

梦远了

离它越来越远了。 距离远得让人不知所措。

忙碌中的小插曲

Teluk Intan 的稻田

这里没有四季，却有落叶时即的美！

仿冒“回乡插曲”

想把回乡后的点滴写下来。
看到朋友的部落格里有着这样的主题：回乡插曲， 觉得很好听， 就借用借用一下， 嘿嘿。 才开始动手， 才发现原来这一个星期的假期， 都待在家里， 除了吃， 就是看电视剧和见周公。 身边的人都说快要变成猪了。



泰国龙眼和巴西龙眼

巴西龙眼


迷你素食芋头糕

Careless mistake

I did a very careless mistake that make me very very embarrassing. I have a supplier from India came for a visit. He is the marketing director of the company. Of course, to show our manner, we (me and my another vet senior) went to airport and pick him up.
We were actually late...err...should said that his flight landed earlier, so we were late. Surprisingly he is quite handsome..like bollywood star...hahaha...does not look like him in the photo.
On the way back to his hotel, he grabbed the opportunity to talk to us, introduced his product and also discuss some market condition in India.
When he mentioned that their total comsumption of livestock meat in India is majority Chicken and followed by Mutton, I suddenly " Y is mutton?"
Then very fast I relalised that they do not eat beef. So I keep telling myself " They do not eat beef, dun ask about beef".....
Unfortunately, I also dunno what happen to me, I replied him : " the consumption of mutton is over beef?"
Oh my god...I can straight away feel that my face turn into very hot and red......his face also turn into very weird expression and cool....(god!!!)...
Then my DEAREST senior (vet) : they dun eat beef lah....right? HHAHAHAHAHAHA...He was laughing...
He some more laughing !!!
I felt too bad to say anything again...So I just keep quiet and extremely becareful in saying any word by then....:(

Living in KL

I enjoy life. I always wanted to enjoy every kind of life. So when I graduated, I decided to work in Kuala Lumpur, where high technology & communication, information is easily accessible. But how's the life in KL?
Recently, robbery, raping happens everywhere, anytime.....
To night, I drove back home after watching movie. I used to park my car in front of the shop houses opposite my condo. It's another problem in KL---too many cars and forever lack of parking space...Today, I cant find any parking lot in front of shops (here not easy to be stolen because some mamak store open 24 hours), I turn around several time can only found one...but I did not park at that parking lot...because there were full of a gang of youngsters....
Out of any idea, I parked my car at the road side. We used to park the car at road side, and wake up very early in the morning to drive away to avoid from kena saman early in the morning.
Parking at road side is one of the problem. Another problem is have to cross/ walk for a distance, to go through the pedestrian bridge with lottssss of youngster sitting at the road side yealling..I am not try to discriminate against any one, but what a coincident, all black, smoking, teasing girls....
So, I started to think, I choose to work in KL, am I putting myself in danger?
Then I remembered a famous author, Yong Liu ever said, he purposely asked his only son to take 3 hours train from Manhattan to the school in New York, EVERYDAY. According to him, New York is a complicated city, you may survive there, or may die there just in second. There were full of robber, ppl with guns, proffesionals etc...He believe, ppl under this condition, will grow faster and better, because they try their very best to survive.
So do we in KL right? I believe, we learn more, to protect ourself, to survive, to seek for better living....
Gambate!

Who am I

Most of my frens know that I have an english name --- Evelyn.
Well, ppl pronounces it differently.
In my company right now, there were several pronunciation,
Some call it correctly " Eve--lyn" , sounds "if-lyn",
Some call " Ever--lyn",
Some call " E -- ver--lyn"
Some call "E--lyn" --my customer called me like that
Some may due to pronunciation problem/ purposely, call me as "Evening"
And some, for joking purpose, call me " Morning" --just like my dog's name!!!

Yesterday, my dear boss (my manager) called me "" err... arr...err......" he waited few second until he reached me " E-ver-lyn, could u bring the documents to the meeting later" .
Later, in the meeting...when he wanna assigned me some work " err........" then he looked at me and waited for few second again, " er..E---lynn will incharge of this portion" ...
I nearly laugh out, but I dare not.

Today, he mentioned my name as " E-De-lyn" to my department manager..
Oh My god.....I got a brand new name again...
so, which name should I answer to?
To my dear manager,
I have been working for 4 months....
y cant you remember my name by looking at my face?
maybe I always change my hair style recently? (ok, it's my fault!)
but my face din change mah....(even though not so pretty lah)
may be my name is too difficult to pronounce??
would "Eve" easier to remember?
(Actually Eve should only meant for my bf, but since it already misused in university ...dun care lah)
To my dear colleague,
Please do not expose this blog to our boss...ok?
Thank you very much for saving my job.
Aligato gazaimastah!!

My antique HP

Nowadays, most of my frens are using so call modern ( I think modern no more, should be common) hand phone which compiles camera, mp3, 3G, MMS, internet access and what so ever..i dun know, together. But I am still using Nokia 8850 that do not have the function of taking photo, listening to music etc..even the ring tone also not the harmonic type...it's like ring ...ring...., du.. du.. type. This afternoon, lunch time, a colleague of mine, asking me purposely, with motive to sarcastic ( of cause he is just joking),
" Evelyn, can I see what's the photos in your camera?"
I knew he is joking, so I said " okok, go ahead".
Another girl standing beside heard that, she also kepo together.." see see, I also wanna see".
Just right after that, she found out my hand phone actually has no photos...because it cant take photo!
Should I change handphone already? Why?
Because it is not up to date?
Because it useless?
Because it cant take photos?
Because it is ugly?
Well,
it is not up to date,
it cant take photography nor listening to the mp3 or sending MMS,
it's outlook is quite ugly as I din change a new 'skin' for it.
BUT, it is a HANDPHONE.
It rang when there's incoming call,
it can call out as long as there's enough battery,
can send sms....so it carry out her job very well.
SO, "she" is not useless...for what reason, I should reject her? I dunno....
Maybe one day, when I desperately needed to take photos all the time,
When I have lots of extra money....
definately, there will be a reason,
why 'she' is not suitable to be a handphone anymore....

The power of money

Everybody knows abt the power of money. Money might not be everything but without it, it's nothing.
It makes ur life a big different. For example, this morning, I send a parcel to my sister in UK. If it were during my varsity life, i will have to think three times, and will squeeze my brain to think how to make the parcel lighther, or try to buy something cheap. But now I am working. Definately I have more money (although still very poor ) than a student before. So I bought the good quality mooncake, coffee, biscuit for my sister. When I send this parcel, it was 3.3kg, and cost me RM 150 ++. If I was a student like 3 months ago, Iwill sure squeeze my brain again and I believe I will neer send the parcel out without taking out some of the food. But this morning, even I felt it's quite expensive, but i am still glad that it doesnt go up to RM200 or RM300....huh?strange yea?
Long ago, having KFC as lunch or dinner is a big deal, now, (it's still a big deal) but it become a small deal when u look at the price of food around. .Everything change... by time, by the environment, by ur mind and by your life......

on field

Today I went to a broiler farm...in somewhere near Bahao..about 3 and a half hours drive from my office. this is my first time on field to a poultry farm..so excited !!! Hehehe.
Reaching the farm...quite a new farm,the primary complain was pasty vent ( wet feces stick at the anus) and slow growth of the chicken. I caught one chicken with pasty vent, and try to estimate the weight...aiya..maybe long time din go to market liao, cannot estimate how heavy was the chicken..So I asked the farmer, " ada 2 kg tak?" Then he laugh..."takda lah..kalau 2 kg bagus lo"..As I said this is my very first time to the poultry farm..plus ...long time din practice liao ..so a bit kelam kabut in history taking loh..I agak agak ask about management, see see the feces , see see chicken got panting or not...
After that I did post mortem on two chicken...I dare not kill the chicken ( actually not dare not lah, scare i got no energy to do vertebrae dislocation, then the chicken wouldnt die...i will be very malu lohh) so I asked the farmer to kill loh. to sAlamak...the lesion very very similar to subclinical Gumboro..(Breast petechial hemorrhage, swollen kidney, swollen bursa etc)..What to say? Cannot so confirm and tell the farmer wor......So I agak agak tell him loh..I think he also agak agak understand lah...
Then we reach the pharmacy of the farm..Wah lau...at least got 15 drugs in it..He told me he put this lah, that lah....all antibiotics...until i open my eye big big (very funny), I asked him " u put all this every time?' ...Then he 'err' here and there..then tell me not every time, he apply during disease only. Then only I relieve a bit.hahaha.
After finishing sembang...( my sales rep very pandai sembang..sampai help the nepal to kira his salary....) I drove back serdang. And from serdang to TTDI the trafic was so jam because of raining. I was caught int he jam for 1 and half hour...now my leg stilll kejang..:(

Hi Everyone, Long time no see

Hi everyone, long time no see. I hope all of you still good?Now I am in Kuching. In the lobby of a hotel, locating infront of the water front- the most famous tourist spot. Very full because just finished dinner with chiaw Jun and Chan Ling. For your information, they both still intact, no weight gain....Davies ar...so tired, doesnt want to come out....somemore lupakan my contact number...I ate a lot of seafood here. About 4 times in 3 days. eat until I look like a rectangle now....a H shape....cham loh....I wanna off feed for one week already.
I believe I had been lost contact for very long time. What to do? I have no internet access in my house...I am going to get streamyx very soon.. I cant stand the life without internet. :( see ya....

Finally

I think this few days all of us (DVM 5 ) are very happy because after 5 years of hardworks, eventually everyone are freeded now. We are all Doctors! I really really very happy to graduate together with All my coursemate..I have been waiting for this moment for many many years..so i was really really happy last few days. This morning i received a call. The first sentence i heard was ' Hello, Dr. Teoh Soo Ming? ' I was very surprise because the voice is very dull and i cant recognise who was on the line. Somemore, who else knows about our status right now? except DVM or faculty staff....so should do I answer? I was half sleepy, so I answered " Er......yes????" " Hey, Dr. ini HAMKA!! ' apalah Hamka...I tot anyone from wat wat jabatan call me..sound like pagawai.....Wah...not bad...He got the style of Doctor..hahahaha...scared me only! :) somemore at that time, i was wearing a black sliper on my right foot, and a white sliper on my left foot (Obviously i wore the wrong shoes) and waiting for KTM in the station. It's very very embarrasing!!! I promise myself, no next time, Dr Teoh!!!!

Merdeka

Yeah...finish oral liao....dunno whether will be recal or not...but touch wood...hopefully wouldnt..so that i can raduate soon!!hehehe.

I hate PIG this time!!!

Today is my oral examination for paraclinical section. I was very nervous because the examiner is very good in arthropod ( like moisquito lah, fly ah....) but i was very very bad in this field. So i was well prepare for the poultry(chicken) diseases, from A-Z (he is a poultry man too). Manatau, when i entered the room, sat down , after ice breaking. He said :" I will not ask you about chicken, can I ask u about PIG??" alamak i was thinking.i din prepare for pig diseases...but i dare not say no mah.. so I answer yes loh....
' OK, then u tell you what's the common disease in Pig'
I try to direct to the disease that i know, so i try to talk about virus disease lah, diarrhoea lah'
' okok...what about skin disease?' cham liao lah... I hate skin disease very much one...
' er.....erysipelus...'
' somemore?' I was very reluctant to say any parasite disease....then he told me secretive
' u see, dr rehana is here, so u know u have to say a parasite disease...hahaha'
cham liao lah me....i really realy dun like skin disease and dun like mite...but i have to say so..
' sarcoptic mange.......:('
' har....:)..so tell me about sarcoptic mange....' so he very happy but i am not happy...:) hahaha
always, the old one is more experience....

I hate Durian Seed

My cute cute prof surgery told me yesterday that the question in my comprehensive essay is "Gastrotomy"....arr.....after hearing i cry and cry...(of cos not real lah)..
The question is like that. A dog, beagle, presented to hospital with a complaint of swallowing durian seed 5cm X 4cm. So what surgical precedure u want to carry out?
I was thinking, where got so big durian seed, sure either stuck in esophagus or stomach...but after that i think ans think. I remembered my coursemate presented a case of enterotomy to remove the durian seed in intestine. At that time, Prof somemore ask us to bring a durian seed to him. So i think, could the seed stick in the intestine? So I start to wrote the procedure for enterotomy (open up the intestine). But prof say..
" This durian seed so big, cannot go through the stomach la..."
" No lah prof, after 24 hours , go to intestine liao lah...last time also got one case like that"
" Ah moi, the seed we took out only 2cm lah.."
" Pls tell me that it can stuck in the intestine lah.."
" cannot lah.."

:( ...I dun want to fren him liao lah...where got so big durian seed one......Why I so stupid not to write gastrostomy (opening of the stomach)...Stuppid !!! Wasted my time to write enterotomy and anastomosis some more!!!

The end...

Last two days, my lecturer was giving us some advise....as usual, everybody looks so tension and nervous. when he saw this then he said " Dun worry, everythings no matter good or bad willl come into the end." Ya...it's true, everything no matter good or bad will come into the end. The time past very fast. Our future will be determined 3 days from now. I hope it ends fast, but by then I have to say good bye to all my fren sooner. Everytime when i face BIG problem, I will tell myself, dun worry, it will come to the end and finish one time. For the comprehensive, Few months ago, it was a long term matter but now it was just around the corner. oh god, pls help us !!!

Seminar

Just finish the final year project seminar presentation. Huh......really reallly relax...the day before presentation, i was so tension because i had presented to several of my fren and even my supervisor, but they dun really understand what i was presenting. I was so sad and dunno what to do. So to release tension, i bought a box of rice for dinner and sleep straight away after dinner. However, i felt so dizzy and headache and feel wanna vomit after i woke up. I vomitted...ai...wasted my RM 2..hahaha now i know stress really a big problem.
The morning before presentation, my supervisor said he purposely change his apointment from afternoon to morning so that he can come to my presentation. He said among his student, he is more worried about me. Arr..i dun want him to come to my presentation. He came in at the middle of my presentation, from that onward, i dunno what am I talking about.
After presentation, most of the DVM confuse with my presentation, but junior said they understand my presentation. I dunno whether i should feel happy or sad? :( But today i saw pak sheikh, he said my presentation is excellent. hahaha. I felt relief even thought i know he will said the same word to everyone.hahaha

Help!!!

Oh..it's only 20 days left before my comprehensive exam...but i havent even finish my first year study...how to squeeze everythings of 5 years study in 20 days... somemore got presentation this week...i am gonna to hug buddha's leg liao....hahaha...This habit is realy realy bad...So, i tell myself..no next time! ( but i cant remember how many time i told myself like this already....:(

Comprehensive.....

It's only 26 days prior to comprehensive exam. Wah..it's very scary because now only i started my engine to study...oh god...tell me what should I do..Why I become like that....Cham liao lah...Now I feel that the time left is not enough...But who to blame...Myself lah....Sleep sleep sleep....OK..wake up eve!!!! Gambate!!!!

Comprehensive.....

It's only 26 days prior to comprehensive exam. Wah..it's very scary because now only i started my engine to study...oh god...tell me what should I do..Why I become like that....Cham liao lah...Now I feel that the time left is not enough...But who to blame...Myself lah....Sleep sleep sleep....OK..wake up eve!!!! Gambate!!!!

Acknowledgements

A friend in need is a friend indeed!

Finally finally i had finished my conference...so relief.....But the most valuable things that i got in this preparation is not just the presentation or anything i learnt form the case. It is a very valuable friendship.

I would really like to acknowledge two of my best fren, Ping Yin and Joanne.. Three of us are so called " 3 in 1 package", always stuck togehter. This sem, due to the rotation schedule, we dun really see each other so often because we are in different group. But i was facing so many problems for my project and conference, and I am so glad that they were beside me all the time, going through all these with me. Thanks Joanne, eventhough you are so busy with front office stuff and project but still help me to do so many things. Thanks ping yin, even you know you cant practically do something for me but u always jaga my hati, afraid of me getting gila or stress. I was so touched but don't you worry, as you said, my stress threshold is high..so i m stil normal right now. But i really treasure you two very very much..You never complaint me to be so "fan", you care how's my feeling, care abt my progress. You did more than what a so called "best fren" should do.

I would also like to thank many ppl, Aboo! He also concerned abt my problem, help me to think how to arrage my ppt so that it will not create any issue. Thanks dobot, always keep asking me "how's conf?". Even it's just a greeting but i feel so warm. Thanks foong yan, always listen to me complaining ..hahaha..thanks fan suen, pam, liza, my rota mate to be understanding.

There is someone i would like to thank sincerely, my supervisor Dr.Goh. I suppose to finish calculating my result and hand in my second draft of lit review. But he is so kind to let me have a week off. Did not push me to pass up. I am so glad to have him as my supervisor. but now I am garu my kepala for my result calculation pula. Can you imagine that a horse run at -10m/s when the heart rate is 140.hahahaha...

Aiya..this blog's a bit long winded...em, i still want to thank a lot of ppl, Ah ting and his house mate chee meng, helping me to settle my laptop, if not i wil be there crying liao. Thanks Dr. Vini, Dr.lau, Wei yee, choon howe, shidah, mary, ummi, dennis and many others.....Ya, and Dr jalila..allow me to postpone conf at the beginning!! Merci!!!

Damok and Calypso

Come and meet Damok and Calpyso...

Damok won the second place in previous endurance race.....He is very calm and cool horse.....

Calypso is very naughty...jump over the motor, branches of the tree...cant stop him...

C'est la vie!

Yesterday, there was a message passing down to me that I need to take care of the animal fro day 1, enter the surgery and post operative then only I can present it as my conference. That means I cannot present my original case " intestinal stenosis" as I did not enter the surgery. It is such a waste because I had prepare the slide, surgery protocol..and because I needed the Cause of death, I spending sooo much time discussing with Dr.Jasni, somemore given lots of assigment by him...It's very wasted...I can actually keep presenting without caring all them..it should not be a problem. Dunno whether I am coward or what, I just a person that always try to avoid problem and issue...So I decided not to present this case...My conference is suppose in next week and my new surgery case was postponed to next week..

There's will, there's way. Ya..I think so.
Just suddenly think that I am very useless and just not good enough...Some people are cute, likable, smart, clever...but it seem that not everyone will turn into like this...So I was thinking why am I so not cute...not smart ...and very useless....do things so last minutes..sometime i really hate myself to be so useless and lazy..

But when we know we are not good enough, then we should try to be better...from time to time....So I will gambate....

Don't see things as they are, and say "why", dream things that they never were , and ask "why not?".......