Friday, December 30, 2005

When can I finish these???

4 weeks holidays plus 1 week study week already past and i am still waiting for for last sampling which keep postponding from last two week until next week. when everyone finish their project and strat to write thesis, i still in a uncertain condition, dun know whether i can finish my sampling or not. yesterday i finally finished my second batch of horses, now waiting for the third batch of race horses. The sampling date already been changed 4 times, and everytime was last minutes change such as 40 minutes before sampling.... I dunno whether i still want to continue if they change the appointment again.
So I keep telling junior do not find a project which u need to depend on people, equipment, doctors and so on....it's better can do everything by ur own so that u can control ur progress well. When u depend on people, u have to socialise and there's where all the gossip that u got to listen, pandai pandai do r PA, jaga hati orang...
And unfortunately i need to present my conference in the first week. oh my god, i only have 2 weeks left and i do not have a case yet. Everyone asking me y u so choosy...u should get a case very early if u know u r first week...bla bla bla...I also understand but all the case that i had, some no confirm dx, some no supervisor, some lecturer do not allow to take, some no photo nothing....what to do??? somemore I have been asking around very early and no one want to change with me..no one wanna be the first...
Then I start to feel so chamm, dunno what to do....but when i talked to my coursemate, i realize that i am not the worse. Some even they are finishing their project but they work extremely busy everyday until late at night in the lab, some even has a conf case but do not have time to do it, some even finished their project but dunno how to interpret as their supervisor did not spend time with them to discuss and teach.. I am so glad that i have a very very kind supervisor, he spent so much time on his students, drove me to do the ECG on the horse, help me to make appointment and even help my best fren to key in the date into SPSS. Where to find such good supervisor???
SO I think I am lucky in such a way that i have a good supporter behind me, even i face lots of ordeal...
Everyone face obstacles in their life and I think the more pain we get, the more steady we stand.
Pls.....tell me again, how lucky I am........I keep forgetting......

4 comments:

doBot said...

Who is your supervisor? kekekek, sometimes we need to state person name in our blog. Just to give him credit.

Anyway, my project also havent finish yet. Still at histopath lab this week. :(

Fanfan said...

Dr GOh la... i can see he takes very good care of his students. I have to do everything myself after blood sampling of penguins

pam said...

Dear Eve,

At times when you feel no one can help you no more, stretch out your hands and pray to God, that He may have grace on you, and strengthen ur heart, or open another path for you.. or etc. k? just remmbr, you're never alone. ;)

stay optimistic, look up to the front. ;) nobody can pull you down unless you're willing to bend down urself.

Gambateh! Jia Yu ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ;)

Eve said...

thanks pam...I will jia yu...I also think i am lucky when i am in trouble...y because I believe got people are more unlucky than me..