Yesterday, there was no equine rota...Since everyone talked about their conference, I also wanna talk about my conference. I worked until 3am the night before. And yet still have some part that not really can find much info bout it.. So I spend whole morning searching in the library. After somewhile, I felt so tired and went back home..Maybe too depressed or upset, I have a "nap" at 12 noon, and finnaly woke up at 7 pm..God...I slept 7 hours...in day time..That's the very valuable time especially right now where I still have tonnes of homework to do!! My depression got worse..I keep blaming myself for being so lazy...Y am I so pig one....7 hours..I can do lots of things. I could have finished study Dr.Gurmeet's lecture, have finish my avian path power point presentation, amalan path presentation(havent start), my conference script, german notes...bla bla bla....now...I have finish nothing!! Am I too tired or Have I infected " Malaysia Sleeping Sickness" ??
Let us see what we can do within 7 hours.
1. I can go and work 7 hours, and earn RM 30. RM 30 can buy lots of things u know?
2. I can watch my favorite TV drama for 7 episode..
3. I can finish maybe half of the Da Vin Ci code novel.
4. I can back to my hometown (kedah) which took me only 6 hours journey. And already have coffee with my mum
5. I think Davies can comeout with tonnes of idea and maybe already written a book ..hahaha ( I am not as creative as his)
But...I think my body does not think as what I think.
1. My brain will think, it's valuable time for him to rest, to reorganise the information so that I will not get al-zheimer 's
2. My skin will think that it's time for it to replenish itself so that I will not get wrinkles and look young forever.
3. My liver will think it has been working for so long, it hope that i rest more so that it can rest.
4. The heart say it need more sleeping time so that it can work slowly...because i always so excited and it has to pump harder...ya..he is tired..
I remember oliver told me one day: If I have a choice, I want my heart to rest.
At that moment, I really so touch mby his speech...He is so kind that he want his heart to rest where I never think before....
SO, if one day, i have a choice, i also want my heart to rest..hehehe
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I wonder if the brain also take a rest once. Boleh kaa? anyway, good luck for conference
how does our heart rest?? Wil u still awake it if rest?
Well...if the heart rest.I cant think of any reason we still leaving. Thus, we have to love our heart because it never want to rest because it never want us to sleep forever..
Dobot..I think we can make our brain rest..day dreaming loh...dun think about exam or any academic things I think it's the great rest for our brain liao..right o not??
wahy is so many comment deleted? i feel like when you wants your heart to rest, you going to leave this world soon
My heart will only rest when I die...right? THat's y we should appresiate more.
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