Get ready for new journey

now packing........there're lots of things need to buy, lots of money need to spend, lots of things need to settle.....and I am still very lazy to move...

Dare or dare not?

Today is my last day and i was meeting colleagues to say thanks. Some people got to know that I am going for backpacking, to some places alone. They said I am very brave.

Well, actually I am not....

I do worry about my journey, my future plan, my finance etc....... I do feel lonely and afraid that there might be some unpleasant things happen and I will not know what to do. Just like what happened in Paris before.

Where did I get the gut to start the journey?

Em....I am quite nervous and lost the moment I wanna make this decision. But I think fear, money, obstacles.....should not be the reason stopping us doing what we wanna do.

We do not give up things due to some aspect that we too unable to predict, right?

So I think... I am brave, not because I dare to go backpack alone, or go to some middle east or foreign country.
I am brave because I dare to go through everything to color my life.

The world of animal Vs The world of Homo sapien

I had just viewed dobot's blog and what he said caught my attention. He said :
Di dalam dunia binatang tiada manusia, tetapi di dalam dunia manusia ada binatang. Malahan, manusia lebih teruk daripada binatang.

Dalam binatang tak ada yang buang anak sendiri. Dalam binatang tak ada yang bakar bendera Malaysia. Dan, di dalam binatang tak ada yang masukkan timun dalam buntut binatang lain (referring to the case of Nurin Jazlin)

How true it is. In the world of animal, there is no human. They show their true behavior, desire and do what they wanna do. They never know how to cheat, to threaten people who is kind. But in the world of the human, we even dare to harm any even the same species.....so call Homo sapien

Sometime, we treat all the animal bad, thinking of escaping from them, or killing them every time we feel we are threaten by them. But, who is who's enemy? Are they threatening us or the other way round? Are we the lord that can ignore the value of other creatures in the world?

愛唱就唱

昨晚看了2005 年度超级女声准决赛后, 才知道好歌可以听出耳油。每一位参赛者都有着天赋的歌喉及才能。 想想自己到底拥有些什么？
之前张学友因抱病， 以无法呈现最好的表现而取消演唱会时， 当时只是觉得很可惜。
现在呢， 觉得听好歌， 好声音是一种享受。
听有些偶像歌手唱歌 （虽然不会走音），但总觉得缺少了些什么。 昨晚真的很满足， 听了些好歌， 听这些爱好音乐者把歌唱好。比起一些因走红， 进而出唱片， 加上一些商业策划而红得大紫的人， 这些默默耕耘， 努力不懈， 争取机会的乐者， 他们似乎少了些运气。

“ 想唱就唱要唱的响亮
就算没人有为我鼓掌
至少我还能够勇敢的自我欣赏
想唱就唱要唱的漂亮
就算这舞台多空旷
总有一天能看到挥舞的荧光棒”

想唱就唱
想做什么 就做什么
人生嘛 不要有太多的犹豫

Ratatouille

Yeah, I had just finished watching Ratatouille...I like it!

Like the little chef said when he argued with his father:
Change is natural, it starts when we decide.
If we keep looking behind us, or how much we are left behind, we will never move forward, and will never know what's in front of us.

I am leaving my comfort zone though I wish so much to stay and enjoy. Yet I dunno what is in front of me. There is lots of obstacles, doubt, lost, disappointment, hard work waiting for me, to shed my tears and blood. I am glad that I have made this decision for myself, with brave and courage.

Back to the past

Today, I asked my colleague VV, what would you do if you were back to the past?
Would you choose to be a girl again? She said yes!
Yeah!, I said yes too. Before that, sometime, occasionally i will think of being a guy in the next life. Why? Because I think I am from the Mars, I dun like little tiny things, dun like shopping, dun like to take time to do treatment for my hair, to dress up myself........
But now, I would like to be a girl.
because a girl do not have the compulsory responsibility to rare a family (even though the women nowadays have to), a girl can dress up herself nicely, can have many pairs of shoes, many clothes, many jewelries , take an hour for bath, take 2 hours to make up, eat slow slow......without any critics.
Because we are girls. Girls are like that. You can not blame them, it is the natural characteristic and privileges given to a girl. Right? :) Anyone disagree ya?

Sometime, i was also thinking...
If i was back to the past, would I still choose to be a vet? Would I work in this company? Would I make this decision?
I dunno yet what I would do, because I never got back to the past.....

Fires in the dark

30th Aug 2007- 31st Aug 2007 Merdeka

So exciting, me and my fren, we departed to putrajaya to see fireworks right after work.

Because we are very Kiasu, afraid of traffic jam (biasalah in selangor or KL area), so we "ta bao" Mc D and eat in the car while heading to putrajaya.

Unfortunately the traffic is still very heavy.. heavy.. heavy...we hardly move and took very long time to reach putrajaya. We were so happy that not many people were there at that time (because we reached at about 8pm in which the fireworks will start at 12 mignight, you can see how kiasu we are, my another fren even reached at 6pm!). We waited for 4 hours.....for the so call fireworks..

The freworks on merdeka eve was performed by Japan team. weird? Japan on Malaysia merdeka eve?

I was busy taking photograph can did not really " wah.... wau......" astonishing by the fireworks....like others surrounding the lake...

Food fair

Went to One utama and saw this fruit house.....So creative and nice....
But after that I was thinking, why so sayang...those fruits are not edible liao...wasted lah

花及花的味道

很喜欢花，淡淡的花香，很舒服。。。。
如果可以沉醉在花海里，像普罗斯旺的薰衣草原， 那一定是件很幸福的事







豌豆花- “我也可以很美丽”











昙花一现 - 午夜后绽放， 天亮前凋谢，谁比我稀有？








昙花虽然珍贵， 但有谁深夜里珍惜你的美， 又有谁懂得珍惜？







“牛魔王-我来也！”










“守着阳光守着你！”

Puchong pan mee

Green curry Pan Mee


Soya Pan Mee


" I forgot the name"

幸福 Part II

自从红毛丹事件后，身边的人都觉得我太容易幸福了！
所以我决定把幸福的喜悦和大家分享。
可能还可以搞一个幸福系列的部落格！

幸福Part II - 日落

不管是小说还是电影， 有许多女主角都喜欢日落或日出

而男主角往往在夺取女主角的欢心时都会说：会陪你看尽世界每一个角落的日出/日落
我也喜欢日出/日落
我喜欢早晨时看到像蛋黄一样的太阳
所以我选择了现在的工作
以为不在面对四面墙的地方就可以常常看到像蛋黄的太阳
（当然不是在大热天的时候）
可惜 人算不如天算
现在还是一样呆在水泥森林里头（哎呀 离题了！）














我想讲的是。。。。。。。

并不是只有20.07.2007 或 07.07.07
才是难得遇到的日子
每一天
都是独一无二的
都是永远不会再有的日子
而每一个日出日落 是我们用生命换回来的

当日出时 我珍惜我还可以拥有今天
当日落时 我希望还可以期待明天。。。。

采红毛丹的幸福

你采过红毛丹吗？
离最后一次采红毛丹的时候已经很久了。那是小时候的事。小时候很贪吃，任何东西都觉得很好吃。可能住在乡间的关系， 乡下有许多农作物， 蔬菜水果，所以自然而然常常可以吃到各种水果， 榴莲， 红毛丹， 杨桃， 水翁等， 可以看到稻米成熟时，可以看到天还没亮时， 头上带着电筒到胶园里割胶的工人。。。。。。这些在小时候觉得理所当然的事， 长大后， 却变得奢侈。

那天，在外婆家，外婆要我把成熟了的红毛丹采下来。满树红彤彤的红毛丹， 越看越欢喜， 突然觉得可以看到红毛丹， 好幸福喔！ ：） 但是地下，树干上， 树叶上红红 黑黑的蚂蚁，一直干扰着我， 就这样我一面采红毛丹， 一面奔奔跳跳， 感觉又回到了小时候。 可以这样子吵吵闹闹，哈哈大笑， 好开心， 好幸福喔！

红毛丹-就这么简单，这么普通。 但多少人看过结满果的红毛丹树？又有多少人采过红毛丹？或许在世界的某个角落， 有人不曾吃过红毛丹。 人生那么的短暂， 世界那么的宽大。。。
我要好好珍惜，
可以采红毛丹的幸福！

My bad bad English

I always feel very bad with my poor english. Today, dunno no how many times my manager told me: "Evelyn arr..your grammar arr....y always like this one"

How much I wish that I can master English well, but dunno how, I just keep speaking and writting poor poor english. Last night I read something on a news paper: "Before you can become a doctor or lawyer, you must have very good command of English, that's proffesional". Now, the ability to speak good english already become the indicator of educated or civilized people. I was really sad when I read this, I am a vet now but dun think that I can speak proffesionally especially english. I wonder what's the problem. But I know, I just have to learn, and learn, and learn.

My lovely morning

This is Morning..my lovely Dalmation.
I just received a call from my mum this morning, saying that Morning was vomiting blood...She said a lots of blood....having seizures, hypothermic (very cold), very weak and looks like dying...She sound so weak and worried. I am a vet. But at that time, I just as helpless as her. I could not attend to my dog immediately nor I can treat my dog. What I can do is to find a vet nearby. There are 3 vets in the town. The first vet said she had an surgery, could not attend to the house call (I understand her as she cant leave the surgery room immediately). The second vet said, " Since ur dog is suspected food poisoning and is dying, what for u ask me to go?". This word really piss me off..U can ask me to wait, can give me reason why u can't attend the case, but not to judge whether the dog should be given treatment. So i called the last vet, he is still sleeping. It's near 12 noon. Without wasting time, I just instruct my mum to give some supportive management like keep the dog warm, take some charcoal etc while waiting for the vet.

Now, Morning is surviving...trying his very best to survive...I dunno what's the prognosis..as another vet said, be prepared for the worst.

Dear lovely morning, be strong and be stoic, I will make sure u get the treatment that u need, and u will be ok very soon. I will celebrate new year with you, I promise.

梦远了

离它越来越远了。 距离远得让人不知所措。

忙碌中的小插曲

Teluk Intan 的稻田

这里没有四季，却有落叶时即的美！

仿冒“回乡插曲”

想把回乡后的点滴写下来。
看到朋友的部落格里有着这样的主题：回乡插曲， 觉得很好听， 就借用借用一下， 嘿嘿。 才开始动手， 才发现原来这一个星期的假期， 都待在家里， 除了吃， 就是看电视剧和见周公。 身边的人都说快要变成猪了。



泰国龙眼和巴西龙眼

巴西龙眼


迷你素食芋头糕

Careless mistake

I did a very careless mistake that make me very very embarrassing. I have a supplier from India came for a visit. He is the marketing director of the company. Of course, to show our manner, we (me and my another vet senior) went to airport and pick him up.
We were actually late...err...should said that his flight landed earlier, so we were late. Surprisingly he is quite handsome..like bollywood star...hahaha...does not look like him in the photo.
On the way back to his hotel, he grabbed the opportunity to talk to us, introduced his product and also discuss some market condition in India.
When he mentioned that their total comsumption of livestock meat in India is majority Chicken and followed by Mutton, I suddenly " Y is mutton?"
Then very fast I relalised that they do not eat beef. So I keep telling myself " They do not eat beef, dun ask about beef".....
Unfortunately, I also dunno what happen to me, I replied him : " the consumption of mutton is over beef?"
Oh my god...I can straight away feel that my face turn into very hot and red......his face also turn into very weird expression and cool....(god!!!)...
Then my DEAREST senior (vet) : they dun eat beef lah....right? HHAHAHAHAHAHA...He was laughing...
He some more laughing !!!
I felt too bad to say anything again...So I just keep quiet and extremely becareful in saying any word by then....:(

Living in KL

I enjoy life. I always wanted to enjoy every kind of life. So when I graduated, I decided to work in Kuala Lumpur, where high technology & communication, information is easily accessible. But how's the life in KL?
Recently, robbery, raping happens everywhere, anytime.....
To night, I drove back home after watching movie. I used to park my car in front of the shop houses opposite my condo. It's another problem in KL---too many cars and forever lack of parking space...Today, I cant find any parking lot in front of shops (here not easy to be stolen because some mamak store open 24 hours), I turn around several time can only found one...but I did not park at that parking lot...because there were full of a gang of youngsters....
Out of any idea, I parked my car at the road side. We used to park the car at road side, and wake up very early in the morning to drive away to avoid from kena saman early in the morning.
Parking at road side is one of the problem. Another problem is have to cross/ walk for a distance, to go through the pedestrian bridge with lottssss of youngster sitting at the road side yealling..I am not try to discriminate against any one, but what a coincident, all black, smoking, teasing girls....
So, I started to think, I choose to work in KL, am I putting myself in danger?
Then I remembered a famous author, Yong Liu ever said, he purposely asked his only son to take 3 hours train from Manhattan to the school in New York, EVERYDAY. According to him, New York is a complicated city, you may survive there, or may die there just in second. There were full of robber, ppl with guns, proffesionals etc...He believe, ppl under this condition, will grow faster and better, because they try their very best to survive.
So do we in KL right? I believe, we learn more, to protect ourself, to survive, to seek for better living....
Gambate!

Who am I

Most of my frens know that I have an english name --- Evelyn.
Well, ppl pronounces it differently.
In my company right now, there were several pronunciation,
Some call it correctly " Eve--lyn" , sounds "if-lyn",
Some call " Ever--lyn",
Some call " E -- ver--lyn"
Some call "E--lyn" --my customer called me like that
Some may due to pronunciation problem/ purposely, call me as "Evening"
And some, for joking purpose, call me " Morning" --just like my dog's name!!!

Yesterday, my dear boss (my manager) called me "" err... arr...err......" he waited few second until he reached me " E-ver-lyn, could u bring the documents to the meeting later" .
Later, in the meeting...when he wanna assigned me some work " err........" then he looked at me and waited for few second again, " er..E---lynn will incharge of this portion" ...
I nearly laugh out, but I dare not.

Today, he mentioned my name as " E-De-lyn" to my department manager..
Oh My god.....I got a brand new name again...
so, which name should I answer to?
To my dear manager,
I have been working for 4 months....
y cant you remember my name by looking at my face?
maybe I always change my hair style recently? (ok, it's my fault!)
but my face din change mah....(even though not so pretty lah)
may be my name is too difficult to pronounce??
would "Eve" easier to remember?
(Actually Eve should only meant for my bf, but since it already misused in university ...dun care lah)
To my dear colleague,
Please do not expose this blog to our boss...ok?
Thank you very much for saving my job.
Aligato gazaimastah!!