on field

Today I went to a broiler farm...in somewhere near Bahao..about 3 and a half hours drive from my office. this is my first time on field to a poultry farm..so excited !!! Hehehe.
Reaching the farm...quite a new farm,the primary complain was pasty vent ( wet feces stick at the anus) and slow growth of the chicken. I caught one chicken with pasty vent, and try to estimate the weight...aiya..maybe long time din go to market liao, cannot estimate how heavy was the chicken..So I asked the farmer, " ada 2 kg tak?" Then he laugh..."takda lah..kalau 2 kg bagus lo"..As I said this is my very first time to the poultry farm..plus ...long time din practice liao ..so a bit kelam kabut in history taking loh..I agak agak ask about management, see see the feces , see see chicken got panting or not...
After that I did post mortem on two chicken...I dare not kill the chicken ( actually not dare not lah, scare i got no energy to do vertebrae dislocation, then the chicken wouldnt die...i will be very malu lohh) so I asked the farmer to kill loh. to sAlamak...the lesion very very similar to subclinical Gumboro..(Breast petechial hemorrhage, swollen kidney, swollen bursa etc)..What to say? Cannot so confirm and tell the farmer wor......So I agak agak tell him loh..I think he also agak agak understand lah...
Then we reach the pharmacy of the farm..Wah lau...at least got 15 drugs in it..He told me he put this lah, that lah....all antibiotics...until i open my eye big big (very funny), I asked him " u put all this every time?' ...Then he 'err' here and there..then tell me not every time, he apply during disease only. Then only I relieve a bit.hahaha.
After finishing sembang...( my sales rep very pandai sembang..sampai help the nepal to kira his salary....) I drove back serdang. And from serdang to TTDI the trafic was so jam because of raining. I was caught int he jam for 1 and half hour...now my leg stilll kejang..:(

Hi Everyone, Long time no see

Hi everyone, long time no see. I hope all of you still good?Now I am in Kuching. In the lobby of a hotel, locating infront of the water front- the most famous tourist spot. Very full because just finished dinner with chiaw Jun and Chan Ling. For your information, they both still intact, no weight gain....Davies ar...so tired, doesnt want to come out....somemore lupakan my contact number...I ate a lot of seafood here. About 4 times in 3 days. eat until I look like a rectangle now....a H shape....cham loh....I wanna off feed for one week already.
I believe I had been lost contact for very long time. What to do? I have no internet access in my house...I am going to get streamyx very soon.. I cant stand the life without internet. :( see ya....

Finally

I think this few days all of us (DVM 5 ) are very happy because after 5 years of hardworks, eventually everyone are freeded now. We are all Doctors! I really really very happy to graduate together with All my coursemate..I have been waiting for this moment for many many years..so i was really really happy last few days. This morning i received a call. The first sentence i heard was ' Hello, Dr. Teoh Soo Ming? ' I was very surprise because the voice is very dull and i cant recognise who was on the line. Somemore, who else knows about our status right now? except DVM or faculty staff....so should do I answer? I was half sleepy, so I answered " Er......yes????" " Hey, Dr. ini HAMKA!! ' apalah Hamka...I tot anyone from wat wat jabatan call me..sound like pagawai.....Wah...not bad...He got the style of Doctor..hahahaha...scared me only! :) somemore at that time, i was wearing a black sliper on my right foot, and a white sliper on my left foot (Obviously i wore the wrong shoes) and waiting for KTM in the station. It's very very embarrasing!!! I promise myself, no next time, Dr Teoh!!!!

Merdeka

Yeah...finish oral liao....dunno whether will be recal or not...but touch wood...hopefully wouldnt..so that i can raduate soon!!hehehe.

I hate PIG this time!!!

Today is my oral examination for paraclinical section. I was very nervous because the examiner is very good in arthropod ( like moisquito lah, fly ah....) but i was very very bad in this field. So i was well prepare for the poultry(chicken) diseases, from A-Z (he is a poultry man too). Manatau, when i entered the room, sat down , after ice breaking. He said :" I will not ask you about chicken, can I ask u about PIG??" alamak i was thinking.i din prepare for pig diseases...but i dare not say no mah.. so I answer yes loh....
' OK, then u tell you what's the common disease in Pig'
I try to direct to the disease that i know, so i try to talk about virus disease lah, diarrhoea lah'
' okok...what about skin disease?' cham liao lah... I hate skin disease very much one...
' er.....erysipelus...'
' somemore?' I was very reluctant to say any parasite disease....then he told me secretive
' u see, dr rehana is here, so u know u have to say a parasite disease...hahaha'
cham liao lah me....i really realy dun like skin disease and dun like mite...but i have to say so..
' sarcoptic mange.......:('
' har....:)..so tell me about sarcoptic mange....' so he very happy but i am not happy...:) hahaha
always, the old one is more experience....

I hate Durian Seed

My cute cute prof surgery told me yesterday that the question in my comprehensive essay is "Gastrotomy"....arr.....after hearing i cry and cry...(of cos not real lah)..
The question is like that. A dog, beagle, presented to hospital with a complaint of swallowing durian seed 5cm X 4cm. So what surgical precedure u want to carry out?
I was thinking, where got so big durian seed, sure either stuck in esophagus or stomach...but after that i think ans think. I remembered my coursemate presented a case of enterotomy to remove the durian seed in intestine. At that time, Prof somemore ask us to bring a durian seed to him. So i think, could the seed stick in the intestine? So I start to wrote the procedure for enterotomy (open up the intestine). But prof say..
" This durian seed so big, cannot go through the stomach la..."
" No lah prof, after 24 hours , go to intestine liao lah...last time also got one case like that"
" Ah moi, the seed we took out only 2cm lah.."
" Pls tell me that it can stuck in the intestine lah.."
" cannot lah.."

:( ...I dun want to fren him liao lah...where got so big durian seed one......Why I so stupid not to write gastrostomy (opening of the stomach)...Stuppid !!! Wasted my time to write enterotomy and anastomosis some more!!!

The end...

Last two days, my lecturer was giving us some advise....as usual, everybody looks so tension and nervous. when he saw this then he said " Dun worry, everythings no matter good or bad willl come into the end." Ya...it's true, everything no matter good or bad will come into the end. The time past very fast. Our future will be determined 3 days from now. I hope it ends fast, but by then I have to say good bye to all my fren sooner. Everytime when i face BIG problem, I will tell myself, dun worry, it will come to the end and finish one time. For the comprehensive, Few months ago, it was a long term matter but now it was just around the corner. oh god, pls help us !!!

Seminar

Just finish the final year project seminar presentation. Huh......really reallly relax...the day before presentation, i was so tension because i had presented to several of my fren and even my supervisor, but they dun really understand what i was presenting. I was so sad and dunno what to do. So to release tension, i bought a box of rice for dinner and sleep straight away after dinner. However, i felt so dizzy and headache and feel wanna vomit after i woke up. I vomitted...ai...wasted my RM 2..hahaha now i know stress really a big problem.
The morning before presentation, my supervisor said he purposely change his apointment from afternoon to morning so that he can come to my presentation. He said among his student, he is more worried about me. Arr..i dun want him to come to my presentation. He came in at the middle of my presentation, from that onward, i dunno what am I talking about.
After presentation, most of the DVM confuse with my presentation, but junior said they understand my presentation. I dunno whether i should feel happy or sad? :( But today i saw pak sheikh, he said my presentation is excellent. hahaha. I felt relief even thought i know he will said the same word to everyone.hahaha

Help!!!

Oh..it's only 20 days left before my comprehensive exam...but i havent even finish my first year study...how to squeeze everythings of 5 years study in 20 days... somemore got presentation this week...i am gonna to hug buddha's leg liao....hahaha...This habit is realy realy bad...So, i tell myself..no next time! ( but i cant remember how many time i told myself like this already....:(

Comprehensive.....

It's only 26 days prior to comprehensive exam. Wah..it's very scary because now only i started my engine to study...oh god...tell me what should I do..Why I become like that....Cham liao lah...Now I feel that the time left is not enough...But who to blame...Myself lah....Sleep sleep sleep....OK..wake up eve!!!! Gambate!!!!

Comprehensive.....

It's only 26 days prior to comprehensive exam. Wah..it's very scary because now only i started my engine to study...oh god...tell me what should I do..Why I become like that....Cham liao lah...Now I feel that the time left is not enough...But who to blame...Myself lah....Sleep sleep sleep....OK..wake up eve!!!! Gambate!!!!

Acknowledgements

A friend in need is a friend indeed!

Finally finally i had finished my conference...so relief.....But the most valuable things that i got in this preparation is not just the presentation or anything i learnt form the case. It is a very valuable friendship.

I would really like to acknowledge two of my best fren, Ping Yin and Joanne.. Three of us are so called " 3 in 1 package", always stuck togehter. This sem, due to the rotation schedule, we dun really see each other so often because we are in different group. But i was facing so many problems for my project and conference, and I am so glad that they were beside me all the time, going through all these with me. Thanks Joanne, eventhough you are so busy with front office stuff and project but still help me to do so many things. Thanks ping yin, even you know you cant practically do something for me but u always jaga my hati, afraid of me getting gila or stress. I was so touched but don't you worry, as you said, my stress threshold is high..so i m stil normal right now. But i really treasure you two very very much..You never complaint me to be so "fan", you care how's my feeling, care abt my progress. You did more than what a so called "best fren" should do.

I would also like to thank many ppl, Aboo! He also concerned abt my problem, help me to think how to arrage my ppt so that it will not create any issue. Thanks dobot, always keep asking me "how's conf?". Even it's just a greeting but i feel so warm. Thanks foong yan, always listen to me complaining ..hahaha..thanks fan suen, pam, liza, my rota mate to be understanding.

There is someone i would like to thank sincerely, my supervisor Dr.Goh. I suppose to finish calculating my result and hand in my second draft of lit review. But he is so kind to let me have a week off. Did not push me to pass up. I am so glad to have him as my supervisor. but now I am garu my kepala for my result calculation pula. Can you imagine that a horse run at -10m/s when the heart rate is 140.hahahaha...

Aiya..this blog's a bit long winded...em, i still want to thank a lot of ppl, Ah ting and his house mate chee meng, helping me to settle my laptop, if not i wil be there crying liao. Thanks Dr. Vini, Dr.lau, Wei yee, choon howe, shidah, mary, ummi, dennis and many others.....Ya, and Dr jalila..allow me to postpone conf at the beginning!! Merci!!!

Damok and Calypso

Come and meet Damok and Calpyso...

Damok won the second place in previous endurance race.....He is very calm and cool horse.....

Calypso is very naughty...jump over the motor, branches of the tree...cant stop him...

C'est la vie!

Yesterday, there was a message passing down to me that I need to take care of the animal fro day 1, enter the surgery and post operative then only I can present it as my conference. That means I cannot present my original case " intestinal stenosis" as I did not enter the surgery. It is such a waste because I had prepare the slide, surgery protocol..and because I needed the Cause of death, I spending sooo much time discussing with Dr.Jasni, somemore given lots of assigment by him...It's very wasted...I can actually keep presenting without caring all them..it should not be a problem. Dunno whether I am coward or what, I just a person that always try to avoid problem and issue...So I decided not to present this case...My conference is suppose in next week and my new surgery case was postponed to next week..

There's will, there's way. Ya..I think so.
Just suddenly think that I am very useless and just not good enough...Some people are cute, likable, smart, clever...but it seem that not everyone will turn into like this...So I was thinking why am I so not cute...not smart ...and very useless....do things so last minutes..sometime i really hate myself to be so useless and lazy..

But when we know we are not good enough, then we should try to be better...from time to time....So I will gambate....

Don't see things as they are, and say "why", dream things that they never were , and ask "why not?".......

When can I finish these???

4 weeks holidays plus 1 week study week already past and i am still waiting for for last sampling which keep postponding from last two week until next week. when everyone finish their project and strat to write thesis, i still in a uncertain condition, dun know whether i can finish my sampling or not. yesterday i finally finished my second batch of horses, now waiting for the third batch of race horses. The sampling date already been changed 4 times, and everytime was last minutes change such as 40 minutes before sampling.... I dunno whether i still want to continue if they change the appointment again.
So I keep telling junior do not find a project which u need to depend on people, equipment, doctors and so on....it's better can do everything by ur own so that u can control ur progress well. When u depend on people, u have to socialise and there's where all the gossip that u got to listen, pandai pandai do r PA, jaga hati orang...
And unfortunately i need to present my conference in the first week. oh my god, i only have 2 weeks left and i do not have a case yet. Everyone asking me y u so choosy...u should get a case very early if u know u r first week...bla bla bla...I also understand but all the case that i had, some no confirm dx, some no supervisor, some lecturer do not allow to take, some no photo nothing....what to do??? somemore I have been asking around very early and no one want to change with me..no one wanna be the first...
Then I start to feel so chamm, dunno what to do....but when i talked to my coursemate, i realize that i am not the worse. Some even they are finishing their project but they work extremely busy everyday until late at night in the lab, some even has a conf case but do not have time to do it, some even finished their project but dunno how to interpret as their supervisor did not spend time with them to discuss and teach.. I am so glad that i have a very very kind supervisor, he spent so much time on his students, drove me to do the ECG on the horse, help me to make appointment and even help my best fren to key in the date into SPSS. Where to find such good supervisor???
SO I think I am lucky in such a way that i have a good supporter behind me, even i face lots of ordeal...
Everyone face obstacles in their life and I think the more pain we get, the more steady we stand.
Pls.....tell me again, how lucky I am........I keep forgetting......

I poke myself!!!!

How stupid am I !!! This morning I went to putrajaya to do another exercise test for the horses. As I wanted to take the blood prior to the exercise test, I opened the vacumliner needle, but accidently poke into my last phalanx(last digit of the finger). I dunno how it happen, it just happened and i saw blood oozing out like water..oh god...But i did not tend to bother because I got to take the blood from the horse...(some more the rider beside saw and said " aiyo")...So , i forgot about the heamostasis (stop bleeding). Just few second, I felt dizzy liao, feeling like the blood is occupying the space and it was so painful as it swell...feel like water filling up the ballon. Oh god, I quickly apply digital pressure(luckily i still remember) for some while then only it stop bleeding. But I already want to pengsan imaging there is external and internal bleeding. My finger palpated so firm, swollen and reddish and pain!! I could hardly band my hot dog like finger.It's the middle finger. Now I can imagine how the animal feel when we punture their vein and accidently create haematoma...it fell so geli especially when u feel the blood filling up the space...aiye....

Hunter the cute horse

Today I went to do an exercise test on a horse named Hunter. He is a grey horse (means white in colour). He was required to exercise 4 round for a 500m long track.First round should only be canter but from far I can see this fellow slow gallop towards me...ok nvm, I took blood sample...sayang him a bit and let it go for the second and third round,canter. For the last round, it suppose to gallop,when I countdown, 5,4,3,2,1 go!...wahlau, the fellow thought he was racing, shoot up like a rocket, "kokhkokhkokhkokhkokh......" within a glance of eye, he was very far from my sight, then diassapear into another site of the track...DO u ever see the horse gallop from the back ( should see it during racing, more funny)...It was so funny seing their butt and hind limb...like a frog leg???hahaha..the horse ran so fast until the end of the track, it was just about to get it's momentum up to shoot up..so he speed up to go further faster but luckily the rider could stop him from knocking into the fences. But all of us already laughing at the horse...he is so prone to be a race horse...from the behavior shown by him, we can sense that this horse like to go fast and cannot be let behind, he will try to catch up..Well, it's might not be that good for an endurance horse which they need more stamina than speed. Eventually of course this fellow was gasping for more oxygen and having tachycardia ( high heart beat), he had very very shallow breathing...kesian..y run so fast, so kiasu..hahaha. THis is a naive horse. Naive horse means has not yet been trained before for strenous exercise..this is the first time..But for me, he is naive...as children, he just enjoy running, do whatever he wanted and he is soooooo cute because he is so naive!!

Carry on till tomorrow

In the younger days,

My life would be my own

And I'd leave the place

Where sunshine never shone

*For my life's too short for waiting

When I see the rising sun

Then I know again

That i must carry on

Carry on till tomorrow

There's no reason to look back

Carry on Carry on

Beyond the shadows of the clouds

and onward to the sky

Carry on till I find the rainbow's end

*

Drifting on the wings of the freedom

Leave this stomy day

and we'll ride to tomorrow's golden field

*

And when the heavy journey's done

I'll rest my wearly head

for the world and it's colours will be mine

Anyone has this mp3...let me know pls......thanks :)

Different as night and day

Doesn't matter whom you are with
Doesn't matter where you are going
Don't you know I'm still waiting here or you and pray for you


In the sunny days, sun will light your day
In the windy days, when will we go away?
I have to say, you're my treasure moments
Never gonna walk away

In the rainy days, rains will share my tears
In the stormy days, storms will steal my pain
Just go your way, and leave things all behind
Spread your wings and fly away

I'm pretending your mine
I'm wishing you''ll be fine
The moment we share never die
You've made a difference to my life



* Anyone has mp3 of this song pls tell me......:)

Is ''ice blended chocolate"cold?

There were few of us sitting and had our own drink ordered. Here came our fren, sat down and start to order. By the time he looked at the waitress, with 2 eye ball poping out(joking la), he asked
" er......u r???...u look very familiar....ur name is ...err....." (wah lau, fren...like that also can arr....this method very outdate liao loh...of coz all of us diam diam, dare not spoilt the atmosphere).....
"xxx"the girl said........
"yaya..yaloh.....n ur surname is lim right?" .........
"oh no, I m Lee"" ( see, 1st step to attract the attention already successful, so pandai)

the girl was standing beside the guy, waiting for the order.
The guy pointed a portion of the menu written " non-coffee, ice blended", and ask steadily,

"are these (drink under the column of ice blended) warm? , ice blended is cold wan right?"
( oh my god, do u realize what are u talking abt?)

Never waiting for a second, we all laughed like hell loud, non stop (how to stop?), and i even laugh until my lacrimal glands hypertrophied and excessively releasing tears, my stomach got ischemia(stop oxygen suppply) and lead to stomachache.....I got rapid breathing leading to shallow breathing lead to respiratory alkalosis....luckily no failure....but i still cant stop laughing....hahahaha

I remember Prof Sheikh did tell us, dun be scare to ask question..ask whatever u dun understand, even though it's stupid question..but of coz dun ask too stupid question like "'do I have to cut open the body? " ( he talked abt this during post mortem prac)

"Is ice blended cold?" if come out from themouth of a child less than 7 years old should not be a big deal....but if it's from an engineer????
It's not a stupid question, it's just a key for the door..

( No sarcastic, just sharing....well, my fren does know the girl, but thanks to him, with that topic, we were happy through out the nite)