Everythings about eve

Dream came through

2011-07-10T15:24:00.000-07:00

Today I am very happy. I had set a target but took up so much courage to achieve it today. and yes I did it. I am so proud of myself!

伯拉图式的爱情

2010-04-28T08:09:00.000-07:00

伯拉图有一天问老师苏格拉底什么是爱情。

苏格拉底叫他到麦田走一次，要不回头地走。
在途中要摘一棵最大最好的麦穗，但只可以摘一次。
伯拉图觉得很容易，充满信心地出去。
谁知过了半天他仍没有回去。
最后，他垂头丧气出现在老师跟前诉说空手而归的原因：
“很难得看见一株看似不错的，却不知是不是最好，
不得已，因为只可以摘一次，只好放弃，再看看有没有更好的，
到发现已经走到尽头时，才发觉手上一棵麦穗也没有。”
这时，苏格拉底告诉他：“那就是爱情。”

伯拉图有一天又问老师苏格拉底什么是婚姻。
苏格拉底叫他到杉树林走一次，要不回头地走。
在途中要取一棵最好、最适合用来当圣诞树用的树材，但只可以取一次。
伯拉图有了上回的教训，充满信心地走出去。
半天之后，他一身疲惫地拖了一棵看起来直挺、翠绿，却有点稀疏的杉树。
苏格拉底问他：“这就是最好的树材吗？”
伯拉图回答老师：
“因为只可以取一次，好不容易看见一棵看似不错的，
又发现时间、体力已经快不够用了，也不管是不是最好的，所以就拿回来了。”
这时，苏格拉底告诉他：“那就是婚姻。”

伯拉图又有一天问老师苏格拉底什么是外遇。
苏格拉底还是叫他到树林走一次，可以来回走，在途中要取一支最好看的花。
伯拉图又充满信心地出去。
两个小时后，他精神抖擞地带回了一支颜色艳丽但稍稍蔫掉的花。
苏格拉底问他：“这就是最好的花吗？”
伯拉图回答老师：
“我找了两个小时，发觉这是最盛开最美里的花，
但我采下带回来的路上，它就逐渐枯萎下来。”
这时，苏格拉底告诉他：“那就是外遇。”
又有一天伯拉图又问苏格拉底什么是生活。
苏格拉底还是叫他到树林走一次，可以来回走，在途中要取一支最好看的花。
伯拉图有了以前的教训，又充满信心地出去。
过了三天三夜，他也没有回来。
苏格拉底只好走进树林里去找他，最后发现伯拉图已经在树林里安营扎寨。

苏格拉底问他：“你找着最好看的花了么？”
伯拉图指着边上地一朵花说：“这就是最好看的花。”
苏格拉底问：“为什么不把它带出去呢？”
伯拉图回答老师：
“我如果把它摘下来，它马上就会枯萎。即使我不摘它，它也迟早会枯萎。
所以我就在它还盛开的时候，住在它边上。
等它凋谢的时候，再找下一朵，这已经是我找着的第二朵最好看的花。”
这时，苏格拉底告诉它：“你已经懂得生活的真谛了。”

I am leaving...

2009-08-02T06:05:00.000-07:00

It's really sweet to know that you will be missed...that you were appreciated.

新玩意

2009-07-19T11:54:00.000-07:00

我又有了新玩意。。。嘻嘻。。这一次是‘针’，当然，虽然是个兽医，但是还是很怕针。但是说明了是针灸，就必须有针！这一次，我的对象不止是四脚的，还有两只脚的so call ‘人’。

老师说，课程完毕后两星期内无论如何必须针灸人也好，动物也好，要不热诚就会大大减少。

英国的动物我动不了，就只好打人的主意。白老鼠哪好找啊？结果只好亲力亲为了。

说真的，针自己感觉太不好了！
我选了最方便的穴位，哈哈！当然也因为脚趾痛。

Michael Jackson 也走了

2009-06-26T11:30:00.000-07:00

为什么越有名的明星，‘都’死得很突然。比如李小龙，张国荣，邓丽君，然后现在的Michael Jackson..
可能这并不出奇，只不过是他们都是明星，歌星。。我们习惯了他们的陪伴，突然之间死了，就觉得怎么生命这样子就没了？
生命不就是很脆弱吗？不管是什么人，任何时候，任何地点，不管你还有没有事情要完成，不管愿不愿意，随时都是最后一刻。。。
觉得自己很渺小leh...

Big day 大日子？

2009-05-29T13:24:00.000-07:00

如果一件事进行得不顺利，那接下来的‘恶运’就跟着来，那就是我们同事们最爱说的‘大日子’。这一阵子的大日子还不少。

今天不算什么大日子，但是是考验我的耐性的时候吧？还是‘盐水日’？
今天本来行程排得满满的，又要阉割猫la，又要给怀孕的母狗照B超la, 又要给心脏有问题的照照B超，照照X 光看看有没有肿瘤la....加上应付来复诊的人（与动物），一时之间，有好多东西要准备处理。。

偏偏这个时候，昨天入院的两只‘狗儿’（其实不能怪他们啦，也不是他们想的），一只荷尔蒙失调，一只奄奄一息，所以都被吊了盐水，葡萄糖。。一早检查时好好的，偏偏人家忙的时候来个血液回流入盐水袋的管子里，又结成了血块，盐水就滴也不滴，就没有盐水进入血管。这些小血块如果随着盐水进入血管就会阻塞血液循坏，后果还可能很严重，所以一定要清除。如何清除啊？盐水，盐水管都必须是sterile 就是无菌mah。。。so 当然得小心行事loh。偏偏他们又急需点滴，又不能拖迟，害得我必须一个人处理。（通常清醒的动物会动来动去，不爽的话还要咬你）。总之过程就不容易，弄好了，重新包扎后，点滴滴了几下又停了，为什么停啊？又要想办法让点滴继续啊？小狗小狗，合作点好不好？偏偏他又不理你。。。我就用我的小眼瞪它的大眼，在不乖乖听话就。。。。。那知道它睬我都傻！

好不容易处理好了这只狗，那只狗的盐水又出问题，弄好了这个，原先那个又来个诸塞。。。就好像在唱交响曲。。把我弄得团团转。
偏偏这个时候，另一只病猫又被送入院。。偏偏又必须打点滴。。
还好点滴打得非常顺利。。总算有件好事了。
那知道开心得太早。。
点滴打好了，把猫安置在两只狗之间的笼子里。那知道他们会集体合作来个‘罢工’游戏！
十分钟后，另一个护士跑来告诉我，那只猫的盐水管子里全都是血！
我的天啊。。。今天是我的‘盐水日’

我的仙人球开花了

2009-05-25T11:57:00.000-07:00

刚买不到一个星期的仙人球开花了。。。而且不止一朵。
另一颗仙人球则‘繁殖’ 了许多小仙人球。。。
好开心：）

爬山论

2009-05-18T04:10:00.000-07:00

三年前，我很清楚自己一定要去做的事情。所以我不会多加理会别人如何看我，因为我知道自己要走的方向，要攀那一座山。现在到了山顶，看了日出日落，我得到了什么？站在山顶上，想不到我接下来该做什么。因为我做到了我要做的，突然之间，目标达成了，又没有了目标。原来只梦想攀上一座山是不够的，因为我不知道山上是否有我想要得东西。原来，那一座山并不重要，重要是‘为什么' ??
远处还有好多山脉啊。。。但我必须先下山啊。。又是一条漫漫长路啊！
我会攀上属于我的高山，然后在山顶上和你对喊。。。你在那里好吗？

Half Price

2009-04-22T06:50:00.000-07:00

One thing I like England....or the supermarket in England.

Every weeks, every supermarket will do promotion on certain product. So every week you will find something on half price, or buy one get one free. This week you got Ferrero rocher half price, next week shampoo and conditioner, and maybe the week after some fruit!

This week somersfield is doing a promotion for 'hardy's wine' Half price...

Dog also celebrate ester

2009-04-20T23:51:00.000-07:00

During easter, many people like to buy easter egg...or chocolate egg..
Some of them hide those eggs in the garden for 'easter egg hunt'. That's something to play to celebrate easter.

So, easter has gone. Many house will left with many egss....
so that's where the problem comes.

We have a dog came in, after consuming 7 big easter chocolate eggs (each about a size of medium papaya!). For your information, dog cannot eat 'human chocolate' as it will kill them if them consume a large quantity. This fella ate 7 big chocolate eggs!!! and absolutely fine.He might have died already but he is fine, walking into the clinic with his wagging tail.......??!! :)

Vet's job- all creatures, big or small......

2009-04-18T15:17:00.000-07:00

EM is my colleague. A vet from Czech Republic. We work together, stay together under a same roof and seing each other together.

Today is Saturday and we are not working. I thought we will not have to communicate. At least give each other some private time (私人空间). But she asked me to go to visit a Bees shop because she is going to start her bee keeping plan....

Bees.......yes..it is bees...
I can't see is there any fun seing a bee....well, maybe they just keep the bee but not watching them like you take care of your dogs or cats. Mind you, they are not pet...they work and produce HONEY!!! That's why I am willing to go travel with her in this lovely saturday morning.

Suddenly I have a question, so I asked her: You might want to keep your bees in the garden so that you can keep an eye on them. But if they fall sick, who is going to treat them??? us??? Bring to clinic?? How?

Seriously, we have patient like gold fish, snake, mice, CHICKEN (not bird, it's the chicken that you will eat) etc....but I don't expect to see a bee coming for treatment!

Good friday

2009-04-10T02:40:00.000-07:00

Today is good friday.
Well, it does not seem to be a good day to celebrate? or relax. It was a typical depressing weather of england, cloudy, windy, no sunshine, cold, and depressing atmosphere in the air. What to do? Where to go? The weather suppress me to even cook some lunch for myself.
I can feel that this is an Holiday! Not just the normal weekend holiday. Eventhough I have to work to morrow but I still feel relaxxxx.......Plus, today I finally can 'hardly' online 'a bit'. Even the wireless connection still disconnect occasionally and sometime limited connectivity or physically connected but cannot browse, I am still very happy that I can sit in my room and browse the internet for a little while, then re connect again and browse again. You may think it is silly, but you cannot imagine myself without wireless internet in my OWN room. I have to go to the dining room, Pasang the wire/cable then only I can go online. And everytime when I do that, I forgot what I want to search for, I have no mood to 'browse' net. I can only search for the information I want, then offline then back to my room again. Cannot imagine my life without wireless....!!!
So I assume that I am going to spend my good friday in the room. Anyway, nothing to regret because I have been to somewhere nice last sunday. It is called 'Manor farm'. A victorian working farm not far from where I stay.

Manor Farm

The entrance of the farm.

The view of the farm from the garden. The white buildings were the house for the farmer and the teacher (also including a small class room)

Farmers' wife doing their house chores and making bread....

They were sewing the string fromthe sheep's wool.

It is really a good place for a day out with family.

Meet the animal. I dunno why the birds want to be in the sheep shed???

Why it is called' Victorian working farm' ?

It means the farm still in used. Vitorian time is a great time in england's history in which the development took place. Many technologies were invented?improved? Whatever. I know it is a very important time lah for some reason.

And in this working farm, you can see farmer's wife doing the house chores, farmer were farming, the animals- sheep were lambing, cows were being milked, chicken running like dunno when they will be slaughtered.....

There were so many visitors and most of them are families. It is definately a good place for family as the children can see the animals, learn about, cuddling it...very good for educational purpose as well. THere were many places in England which is very good for children's education. This is one of the reason I enjoy living here because you can find some good environment for the development of your child if you want. Many museum and programme in some english heritage site etc...

Mycotic Rhinitis

2009-04-08T03:59:00.000-07:00

To share with all my friends especially all DVM......

Tassy is a lovely Greman Shepherd dog. Looks scary but freindly actually. Did not moaning when I try to sedate her with intramuscular injection. But she made some noise as we wanted to put a muzzle on her in which it will touches her nose. She can't afford to have anything touching her nose because she had an rhinitis!! With all the mucus drooling out like saliva. She has been scoped (rhinoscopy) and confirmed to have mycotic rhinitis (aspergillous) by testing the Asper. antibody titre. We were not able to swab the plague inside the nasal wall because contaminated liao lah..what else..only blood in the swab....So have to take some blood sample.

So she was arranged for an 'nose operation' we called.

Everyone in the clinic was very happy and excited to see the surgery as this is our first attempt to carry out this kind of surgery.

As everyone watching, the surgeon carefully drilled 2 holes on the frontal bone (in between both eye orbit), so that we can get access to the frontal sinus. And then, we run the fluid with some antifungal agent into the sinues for half an hour. Finally filled the sinus with antifungal cream. Can you imagine some creaam in your sinus????

After the surgery, Tassy was doing well except occasional drolling of the antifungal cream in the dog cages. The cream was so disgusting !!!

Tassy was sent home. She come back for a recheck after two days and the sneezing and drooling of mucus was gone...Amazing...

My recent hobby

2009-03-28T13:55:00.000-07:00

I have registered in ebay for a while but never really buy or sell anything on the web. Recently, I was thinking of buying something but as you know (or maybe you dunno), sometime you can't just buy what you want from the shops around UK. Hardly find stationary shop, computer shop, book shop except in the town. So I started to look for what I want online.

Wau, that's brilliant. Eventhough I know it is very convenient to search for something you want but still doubt about e-business, afraid of being tipu lah....but luckily I got several things from ebay and all not too bad lah. The things is not bad, the only bad one is I have choosen the wrong item to buy loh...

Bought a 'Veterinary student dictionary' instead of 'veterinary dictionary' because it is thicker so maybe it contains more infomation. When I got the book, my goodness....it is 'kindergarden veterinary student dictionary' lah....very very brief and general description, can't even find the meaning of 'abduction', 'scaling' etc....It's now kept on my study table, useless!!

Then got mobile, it was noted 'unlocked', but it cannot read any simcard except 'three' (a mobile network here)....:( so have to unlock the mobile again!! Sigh.

Got three cactus for myself. two of them were so mini than I expected. but the other one was really nice,ofcourse it cost more money! And I now I am bidding for a series of story book from James Herriot, and looking for a PDA...:) I am more and more addicted to ebay now.

My cactus ! :)

春天花开

2009-03-18T01:19:00.000-07:00

忘了有一首歌怎么唱了，说的就是春天了，花开了。。

现在春天了，因为到处花都开了，很幸福的感觉。四季的变化，让人感觉很深刻呢。。上一刻还下着雪，现在花开了。。

从自己做起

2009-03-03T13:54:00.000-08:00

今天不开心，觉得明明是别人不够谅解，明明我是被气的嘛。。回家时还闷闷不乐的。后来想呀想的，每件事都要从多个角度去看嘛！可能人家没心的lei...可能人家性格是这样子的lei....自己实在不可以太在乎，要以平常心看待，要学习如何圆滑面对这些事嘛。。哎哟，怎么到最后变成自己必须检讨了。。算了，早点成长吧。。。
为什么地球不绕着我转啊？那世界就以我为中心。。。发梦吧！！

大家请update blog

2009-02-09T12:05:00.000-08:00

每当我不想念书，又没有什么重要事做时（通常是有重要事也不想做时）就会想上网看看朋友们的blog. 可惜平时不怎么写blog 所以也没有很多blog友。就只有那几个，所以看来看去就拿几个blog。不过最近大家都没空写blog lei....有的忙着生孩子，有的忙着甜甜蜜蜜，有的可能还在公司压力着。。。害我没有blog 看，而且最近又不下雪。。闷死了！再说，诊所里来了一个locum 兽医护士，拥有多年的经验就霸气十足，气死我了！又不知道对什么alergy,双手很痒，都把手给抓得红肿，手指头也弯不了。。。天啊，看来这个星期不好过了。。。

Snow 下雪了

2009-02-05T12:11:00.000-08:00

等了很久，以为不会遇到了，但是它出现了！
一大早起床，眼前看到的只是一片白，雪白白道路，汽车，树木。。。眼前的世界全是白的，可是心情红得不得了。。
英国的冬天本来就不常下雪，加上我又待在最南部，想看雪更是难上加难。可是我觉得我还是很幸运，二十几年来下得最久，最多的雪天，竟然被我碰上了。我实在无法形容我那几天的心情，就算有人不小心‘踩到我的尾巴’，我想我还会笑嘻嘻说没关系。。太开心了。听说过几天还会下雪。。。嘻嘻！！

新年快樂

2009-01-28T13:44:00.000-08:00

今年的新年一个人过，也没什么特别，就一整天在聊天，和家人视屏，和朋友谈天。。工作。。可惜大家都很忙，根本没空睬我！原来发现没有家人的新年不是新年。

新的一年，该有什么样的新希望呢？
希望今年快快成长吧，心想事成。这一阵子才发现自己在慢慢的长大。
都快老了吧，怎么现在才发现自己是那么的不成熟，才发现还在学习一些很早就该懂的东西。一直告诉自己，没关系，就重新学习，慢慢来。但是自己不年轻了呀！为什么这么多年来还是没有进步呢！如果连自己的目标还不明确的话，那什么时候才能实现目标啊？唉哟，很烦。好像很没用耶。连自己都有点看不起自己了。。

加油加油！！新的一年，一定要有新的开始！

当你觉得很乱时

2009-01-06T13:09:00.000-08:00

有没有试过感觉心跳很快，好像很烦但是不是很暴躁；好像心情不怎么好但不至于想要发脾气；有时好像想要哭但是不知道为什么哭；甚至想要做点事情却不知道想要做些什么？

有点不知所措，有点心乱如麻，就连去睡觉都觉得是一种负担。
是不是忧郁症的征兆？好像说着说着，自己都有点担心。。不会吧？
我还很年轻耶！！
我很想快乐，快乐其实很简单。
世间上每样东西都有因某种原因而存在；每件事都因某种原因而发生；
而它们存在与发生的原因都很简单！
有时，生命就像落叶跟着流水，随遇而安。。。

讓女人一輩子無法懷孕的藥...要注意! PLS READ‏

2008-12-13T06:05:00.000-08:00

I got this forwarded email,

各位您好：尤其是女士們，請警覺這個主題及小心保護妳自己。對於老是往舞會 (PUB)裡鑽的女士們，請小心 ..，當妳飲用由男生 (陌生人or女生)提供的飲料時，請多警覺及多留心。各位好男人，請好心地轉送這個訊息給你的女士朋友們。有一種新的藥品在那種地方被使用了不到一年了。一種黃體激素製劑 (Progesterex) 這種藥基本上是一種避孕藥丸，這個藥現在被強暴加害者在舞會上用在強姦受害者以及使受害者避孕。一位朋友的母親在藥局工作，而她說這個藥只由獸醫開立在使大型動物避孕之用，但我聽到這個藥被與 Rohypnol(roofies)一起當作約會強姦藥來使用。因為Rohypnol的關係，強姦加害者們只要將它放入她們的飲料中，被下藥的女孩在第二天早上不會記得前一晚所發生的事情。現在 Rohypnol不單單被使用著。 Progesterex 在飲料中容易溶解，而且與Rohypnol一起使用，所以強姦者不必擔憂幾個月後，警檢單位以父源關係 [胎兒]來認定強姦加害者。但是這藥的影響並不是暫時性的。 Proges terex設計給馬避孕用的，任何女士吃了這個藥將一輩子無法懷孕。所有混蛋只要跟任何在 ' 大學唸獸醫系的朋友'拿這個藥即可遂其犯行。它是如此地容易取得，而 Progesterex即將在各個校園裡出來。不管妳相不相信這個警告，甚至在網路上都還有人教導別人如何使用它。譯註：＊請轉寄這個警告給任何妳(你)認識的人，　尤其是年輕又天真的女孩們。＊馬來西亞很可能不久就有歹徒會使用此種藥品犯罪，　請各位女士朋友們，多加提防。(Anyone who doesn't read chinese please go to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Progesterex)

I feel a bit frustrated, are they saying they can get this drug from any vet student and malaysia would probably having this kind of problem...There's only one vet school in Malaysia...I strongly feel it affect all of us DVM from UPM...I need to make it clear. so I replied to all that has that forwarded email, as below:
(May be I am a bit overreact but it happens not only once....yes VET is able to get access to certain dangerous drug, but we are profesional, we took oath, we know what we should and should not do...we have our ethic!!)

Dear all whoever read this article,

I strongly agree that girls need to be very careful and cautios in the party or club regarding what they have taken (drinks or food) from anyone. However, I would like to bring your attention the the statement made towards the drug being mentioned ' progesterex' as : Proges terex設計給馬避孕用的，(these drug is being used to sterilize horses), 所有混蛋只要跟任何在 ' 大學唸獸醫系的朋友'拿這個藥即可遂其犯行 (it can be easily available with any vet students in the university).

Highlight is to be made that vets sterilize horses through surgery and not drug, and all VET STUDENT is not able to get access to these drug or anykind or drug until they get licensed. Besides, I doubt the existance of these drug 'progesterex' .

Go to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Progesterex to know more.

I highly respect the rationale of the forwarded email to give kind advises to all ladies which is very important. But I would just like to correct the statement to make sure correct info is delivered to the public as it affects vet's professionalism.

Thank you.

Dr. Teoh Soo Ming
Doctor of Veterinary Medicine (D.V.M) UPM

cycling

2008-10-26T09:02:00.000-07:00

cycling in the UK is a leisure activity.
I went cycling today, for a distance of 16 mile. It took me 1 hour plus to arrive the destination and another hour to come back, at 12 degree celsius? more or less...

Well, as the day still bright, it is truly a leisure as the scence is wonderful. However, thinking of I am going to spend 2 hour everyday cycling to work, plus the first frost is coming...I dunno am I still be able to enjoy the cycling. I have to cycle to work at 7 am and come back at 6.30pm. You cant imagine that 6.30pm the sky is just like 8pm in Malaysia....and I have to go through a short distance of forest area...plus there's are less than 10 farms(house) along the way...scream also no one will hear me. Can't believe I am going to do this in next 3 weeks! I think tomorrow the weather is something like 9 degree celcius maximum.

Well, c'est la vie!! need to survive so I have to do it!!!

Outdoor pig farming

2008-10-20T11:24:00.000-07:00

I got a chance to visit an outdoor pig farm...wonderful.You just can't imagine...how happy the sows are...(well i think they are happy)..
When I first saw these....

I thought I entered to a camping site...keep asking the vet: Dun tell me there's pig living in the hut!!!....wow, can't believe it...each of the 'camp', well we call it pen, is about 20 meter square, with the mother pig and her baby in it...Piglets live in the hut because it is warmer and they came out to graze with their mother when they are big enough.

Have you ever see pig grazing?

Piglets with the mother....

I sent the pictures to one of my friends, who deal with pig farmers, and he said, he wanted to be a pig too....hahahaha...no just kidding. Being a pig will never better than a human being. :)

Think!!

2008-10-08T11:18:00.000-07:00

Don't start with something you can't finish...Dun do something that you can't afford, Don't ever simply give up....

Goodness.....I need to be motivated...think I am in dilemma....still in dilemma....

There's a saying that I love it very much!!
It said:

'Twenty years from now,

you will be more dissapointed

by the things that you didn't do

than the ones you did do.'

So...go ahead....when I lost in direction while driving I just go staight or simply turn anywhere I want until I see the signboard....I never get lost, just a little bit more time to get to the destination....So go ahead....go....

坐飞机

2008-08-26T14:08:00.000-07:00

8月26 日下午5时25分，我又踏上这个领土了。没有特别的感觉，因为她是那么的熟悉，我才离开不久啊！
12 个小时的飞行还真累人。刚刚起飞的时候，机身在某个高度时，突然向右倾斜45度。那时我的心理在说：老大，小心点啊，机上那么多人，会不会平衡不了啊？
看来，我真的老了，哈哈，那么怕死！！

一到家，就开始打美食主意，和哥哥嫂嫂吃了一顿巴生肉骨茶。。。太好了。

我要当聋子

2008-07-30T04:00:00.000-07:00

那天，脑子里的思绪又乱了，好烦。
都不知道为什么要烦？其实嘛，只要放开了就好！
看了功夫熊猫，那只乌龟大师说了一句，听过好多次，但每次一听到，都会想通的话
： 'Yesterday is history, Tomorrow is Mistery, Today is a gift, that's why it is called 'present'

然后又看到朋友的blog 里的一则故事，也是很久以前听过的：现在看了，就
另有一番想法。这就是为什么失恋的时候听悲伤情歌特别感触。

这则故事是这样子的：

从前，有一群青蛙组织了一场攀爬比赛，比赛的终点是一个非常高铁塔的塔顶。一大群青蛙围者铁塔看比赛，给它们加油。比赛开始了。老实说：群蛙中没有谁相信这些小小的青蛙会到达塔顶，它们在议论：“ 这太难了！！它们肯定到不了塔顶！ ”“ 它们绝不可能成功的，塔太高了！ ”听到这些，一只接一只的青蛙开始泄气了，除了那些情绪高涨的几只还在往上爬。群蛙继续喊着：“ 这太难了！！没有谁能爬上顶的！ ”越来越多的青蛙累坏了，退出了比赛。但，有一只却还在越爬越高，一点也没有放弃的意思。最后，其它所有的青蛙都退出了比赛，除了一只，它费了很大的劲终于成为唯一一只到达塔顶的胜利者。很自然，其它所有的青蛙都想知道它是怎么成功的。有一只青蛙跑上前去问那只胜利者，它是哪来的那么大的力气跑完全程？它发现这个青蛙是个聋子！这个故事的寓意：永远不要听信那些消极悲观看问题的人。因为他只会粉碎你内心最美好的梦想和希望！总是记住你听到的充满力量的话语，因为所有你听到的或读到的话语都会影响你的行为。所以，总是要保持积极、乐观！而且最重要的是：当有人告诉你你的梦想不可能成真时，你要变成 “ 聋子 ” ，对此充耳不闻！要总是想着：我一定能做到！

奥德赛时期

2008-07-29T11:42:00.000-07:00

那天在报纸上看见了一篇文章，与其说被她所说的道理打动，到不如说这篇道理恰好可以让我好好安慰自己，文章的大意是说：奥德赛时期。作者怀疑自己正处于奥德赛时期，而我呢，正徐徐地进入奥德赛时期。。。

“社会学家说，人生的阶段有六个：
童年时期
青少年时期
奥德赛时期
成年时期
活跃的退休时期
老年时期

“奥德赛（The Odyssey Years) 指的是后20岁， 30 出头的年轻人，大学之后在工作与学校之间徘徊来徘徊去，时而工作，时而上学。推迟工作，推迟结婚，推迟生子。从大学毕业到成年的档期被拉长。。。”

你是不是也有这种症状？
http://www.nytimes.com/2007/10/09/opinion/09brooks.html

美食之饭面

2008-07-23T04:51:00.000-07:00

饭,面是每餐必须的.
我曾试过以面包为主食, 但发现还是饭面好!
在异乡好, 可以锻炼锻炼厨艺.
这里的同事多数是中国人, 口味也不同.
有一次,同事们叫我煮马来餐(马来西亚的食物), 我就煮了米粉汤(每天中午我们都吃些面汤的, 所以我就煮米粉汤, 最快,方便嘛), 那知道他们说: 这没什么特别嘛, 就多了一些红罗卜! 气死我了....
又有一次, 我很想吃laksa, 就煮了laksa 汤, 有几个一闻到味道就跑开了. 还好有一两个捧场, 其中一个是马来西亚人. 还是" 志同道合" 的同乡人好!! 哈哈...

滑蛋乌冬-改编自滑蛋河, 因为这里找不到河粉.

炒锅底面

海鲜炒饭

我很想很想吃芋头,所以准备了芋头炒饭..

干捞乌冬,with花生酱, 还是第一次听到. 是来自中国的同事教的.

炒pasta

意大利粉plus自制pasta sauce. 我蛮喜欢意大利粉,不过常吃的话, 我想也会腻的! 有一次,为了省钱, 买了整包同心粉, 午餐三文治,晚餐同心粉, 吃了五天, 每天都得想出不同煮法.过后好一阵子都没吃西餐了.

我想了很久的Tom Yam 米粉

美食1--- 鱼

2008-07-23T03:15:00.000-07:00

最近和朋友聊天,谈到如何解决三餐. 才想到自己在这里,思念家乡小食的悲哀.
所以,忍不住的时候就会迫不及待的煮些菜肴来享受..
最爱的是鱼, 但鱼也有很多做法.

那天买了馒鱼,就褒药材馒鱼汤. 我的同事还煮了鼓椒馒鱼和白酒馒鱼,真的很好吃!

因为想念马来西亚的泰国清蒸鱼而煮的,虽然有点不一样,还不错.

有去过Setiawan 吗? 这是在那里一家店里学到的,很喜欢吃,又无法回去吃,就自己煮拉!

在这里最常吃的煮法, 清蒸.

还有就是在这里学到了一种"鱼"肴, 叫水煮鱼. 水煮鱼也有好多钟煮法, 主要材料有豆芽, 花椒,辣椒,蒜头等,当然,还要有鱼. 我越来越喜欢这道鱼了 ...

New Habit Aromatherapy

2008-07-20T05:05:00.000-07:00

I love Aromatherapy...
I always want to do something about it long time ago but just leave it aside. Now since I am so free so I get some book and learn about it. I really enjoy and it seems to be my hobby right now.

This oil burner can allow you to burn 2 different oil at the same time.

The one is burning is potpourri wax, peach flavour scent...the whole room is filled with the peach smell...so sweet! I meant it, it is realy sweet.

See......

BBQ

2008-06-29T15:54:00.000-07:00

I remember when I was in Malaysia, whenever I saw ppl picnic at the public area, I will definately wonder Why they want to picnic over here.....are they feel comfortable with all the pedestrians/ public passing by and looking at them?
And also, I never ever seen ppl Barbeque in the public area, public area I mean is the open field for example. Usually we will only do it in our house compound, or small grass field in the 'Taman' .... Why? Maybe because we 'paiseh' or maybe it is not easy to bring the set up a BBQ set everywhere... Everytime whenever ppl suggesting to have BBQ, then everyone start to have headache....not really many ppl are willing to prepare the stuff and then clean it...for me, i think it involved lots of work and so 'ma fan'

But over here, ppl can have BBQ everywhere they want. NO one will care and no one will stop you. Some do it on the grass beside the road side. It doesn't seem so 'ma fan', instead it is simple and easy. somemore you can bring the BBQ set anywhere you want.

There's this thing call 'portable/ disposable BBQ set. It is a small BBQ set with the charchoal and wax paper and a stand to make it stand on the ground and will not 'burn' the grass that easily.

You can choose any place to BBQ. What you need to be aware is to keep all the stuff off the scene after BBQ, make sure you water off the fire, clean the area and that's it.

So here we go for BBQ in the lovely sunny day!!!

The designated picnic area nearby my place which is facing the lake...wonderful.

Self-prepared sausages stick and I bought some chicken that are ready for BBQ from Iceland. Only £2 for a big box.

Here you go the hard work start...BBQing..

It is done!!!!

Conclusion: beside sun bathing, picnic and BBQ is another popular yahooooo activities in summer....so lovely :)

La Tasca Spanish restaurant

2008-06-25T17:52:00.000-07:00

Went to a Spanish restaurant called 'La Tasca' in Portsmouth.

This is my very first time having spanish food. On Menu, it is written in Spanish (main) and English as explaination beside. I dun really know what to order so we(me and my fren) order a set meal.

Spanish food usually come in small portion. As a set meal, you will get many small portion of food so you could try each of them. We choosed a seafood set meal because I dun eat beef.

The waitress will tell you the name of the dishes in Spanish when they serve, well, definately I do not understand what she said. It was lovely meal. We sat in the outside area of the restaurant (usually no one will sit in this area during winter), under the sun, facing the sea...with some wind and the ferry noise, a bit warm and a bit chilling.....fantastic!

Olives as starter

See...this is how spanish food like....small portion, but many of them.

Me and the food.Facing the seafront. It is the south sea.

P1 or metatarsal rotation?

2008-06-11T16:34:00.000-07:00

Do you think my metatarsal is rotated? or the first phalanx? It looks crooked!

Summer

2008-06-09T17:15:00.000-07:00

I never thought that I would like summer this much. I hate hot, hot weather, and hate sweating. But summer is just that nice. You got your sun bathing, yet you did not really sweat a lot.....well, you will end up with the red mark (sun burn mark) on your body, mostly with the shape of the shirt you were wearing that day, but you would not get that burning sensation, not to mention getting heat stroke that easy. That's why everywhere, you see people lying on the grass field, beach...anywhere as long as there's some grasses on. Some of them even with the bikini, on the grass ground in the centre of a town in which vehicle and pedestrian just pass by everyminute and then. No one bother them, and they don't bother anyone.Cool!

Cycling is a common exercise in the summer too.

It is a good time for family, to fosten their relationship. It is really sweet watching them.

Sea, rocks, grasses and the sun......so summery!
ME

Whenever there's sunny day, everyone wish to go to the beachThey just don't care.

有什么好烦

2008-04-24T17:09:00.000-07:00

很喜欢戴佩妮的一首歌：一个人的行李. 每次唱k, 朋友都会说：嘿，你的歌呀。。。

以前很喜欢那几段：
我要一个人在希腊梦见苏格拉底。。。
我要一个人的通宵看完鲁迅的背影。。
我要一个人。。。。。

好像很多东西，一个人可以非常的享受。。。可能试过一个人旅行吧，很喜欢那种感觉。

这几天，脑子里有很多东西盘旋着，再次听到这首歌时，
却爱上了这几句：

心情好or心情坏
有什么好假装 （假装，一点都不快乐）
反正天若真的塌下来
我自己扛 （对嘛，本来就是自己的路）

天气好or天气坏
有什么好紧张
反正下一秒钟的我
开始开始流浪 （都决定流浪了，天气还是问题吗？就别钻牛角尖了）

向右转or向左拐
有什么不一样
反正每一条未知的路
都有未来 （就算不是最好的，也可以把它变成最好的）

我和谁在谈恋爱
有什么大惊小怪
反正下一秒钟的我
早已早已离开 （什么跟什么呀，我谈恋爱也要一致通过吗？）

越来越喜欢这首歌了，也越来越喜欢听歌了。。
有时候心情不太好，听听歌，也会突然看开了。。。
谈恋爱时，听情歌也感觉特别甜蜜。。
失恋了，也喜欢听歌，因为越听越伤心。。

一个冬眠的季节

2008-04-20T18:14:00.000-07:00

就这样过了一个季节，冬眠了一个季节。现在的季候，也说不上是春天还是夏天，听说可能春天还没开始就会进入夏天了？那是什么天气啊？春夏秋冬分不清。我度过了一个没有下雪的冬天，一个下大雪的春天？那天四月，突然就下了一场大雪，四月飘霜，人谁也想不到为什么。。。
那就是英国啊！

我的打工旅游生活已经过了好一段时间。说真的，简简单单的生活还真得很舒服，但是老觉得缺少了什么，看到别人努力地精彩地生活，心里好像很内疚似的。

从一开始就不喜欢服务业，也是因为不喜欢服务业，所以才胆怯怯地跑到英国来，想过一些轻轻松松，自由自在的生活。很意外地，在这里，也投入了服务业。自己本就不是服务别人的料，所以工作起来还算有点勉强。。每天都在笑，强颜欢笑！：）

今年的夏天，从毛毛细雨开始，连续下了好几天。。
我在英国的日子，拥有的这些回忆。。。

四月飘霜-英国天气是不是疯了？这还是近5,6 年来最大的一场雪。

Snowing in the mid april, it is so crazy!!

At Gunwharf quays, which is near the old portsmouth harbour, the navy base of the UK. Unfortunately I did not see any handsome navy.

It looks like a haunted house with all the roots climbing. Surprisingly UK got lots of this unique 'design' house.

Let me show you this is an alternative TAXI is Bath. A horse Cart.
Taxi in London. I like it!

Meeting Clement's family from switzerland and visited Stonehenge together. It was a crazy freezing days.
The Circus in Bath. All the houses are attached together and forming a circus with a small garden in the middle. Can't take the whole view of it.

Stonehenge is really beautiful and peaceful. This picture was taken just few days before the evacuation work began. So lucky. Overthere, only these stones stand still in a big grass field, nothing surrounding it except some sheep. I think the English heritage is doing their job very well.

Bath town view from the hill.

大头虾

2008-03-07T17:09:00.000-08:00

来到了英国，很多东西都起了变化。生活，感情，职业，所遇到的每件事。。

变得和从前不一样。但有一样还是没变，还是一样地大头虾。。。

求婚记

2008-03-06T16:25:00.000-08:00

再过一天，就是我的好友Angi 的结婚登记日。想起去年情人节时，我和vyvy 还是他俩的'求婚见证人' 呢。
话说当天，那24孝男友准备向女友求婚；所以大伙儿就去凑热闹了。我们当时一行人大约就九人吧，在酒吧里说说笑，喝喝酒。突然，其中一位男士就拿起就杯说， ‘各位各位， please pay attention, 这里有件事情要宣布' ,（那个无知少女大事到临头还在不知道，还闹着说，什么事，什么事，我猜猜看。。。）, 就扑通一下，准男友就跪在她面前了，上演了一出非常可笑的求婚记。

这是我第一次见证这种事情，吓的我心惊胆跳！不过还蛮过瘾的。大庭广众下求婚，需要很大的勇气耶。其实，每个女孩都希望被求婚时是浪漫及特别的吧。男士们要多加努力了。
电影里常常出现一些求婚的场面，比如说：
1. 在热气球上求婚（青蛙变王子的剧情，结果发生意外，男主角失忆了，爱上了别人）
2. 看电影时，把戒指放在popcorn 里，让女友一边吃popcorn 时，发现了那枚戒指。（是部韩国片，我在想，女生会不会不小心把戒指吞了？）
3. 把戒指放在端盘上。烛光晚餐时，把端盘给捧上，当女生一打开端盘就可发现戒指了。（韩剧红豆女之恋）。惊喜是惊喜，但好像太简单了。
4. 在女生的房间窗户下铺满玫瑰花，拿告示牌等等（好像是港剧），这需要很大的勇气，但好像有点老土。

曾经有个男生跟我提过几个他想到的求婚方法。
1. 把戒指结冻在冰块里（就是说把戒指和水放在冰块的模型里后结成冰），然后在烛光晚餐时，把冰块放在红酒里。（但我担心冰块很快就会溶，行得通吗？）

2. 把一条绳子绑在女友的手指上（戴戒指的那一根），然后在绳子的另一端套上戒指，让戒指顺着绳子往下滑到女子的手指上，然后再帮她戴上戒指。

3. 在摩天轮上求婚。

想想，好像求婚越来越需要学问了，越来越有挑战性了。还有谁有其他意见啊？

London

2008-02-29T18:06:00.000-08:00

I got 2 days off and since I am going to London to renew my passport, so I decided to stay over and go jalan-jalan. Everytime I went to London in the past, I will go with frens, usually depart after 10am (cos got cheap travel card) so will only spend like half a day in London. I did not get to see much things except China town everytime I was in London. So this time, I have seen a little bit much than before...

St.James' Park in London

It is not yet spring but you can see all the signs welcoming spring...flowers bloosom everywhere, animals birds, squirel, swan, pigeon(i am not sure if it is a sign of spring but I seldom see them in winter), greenich garden, new leaves, grasses......oh....feel so good, so sunny, so shinning....

Statue of Victoria..in front of the Buckingham palace. I have forgotten the history about it...I was thinking about the changing ofthe guard event that morning...hahaha

Changing of the Guard event in Buckingham palace. I have waited for more than one hour in the windy day. So cold. That day, the Queen is in the palace, but her majesty will never come out according to the police man guarding the public. They are all in the blue grayish coat become it can keep them warm. They will change it to the bright red one in the summer.

Tower of London
I did not enter because it was closed (5pm already when i was there), so I just walked around. So romantic the view, it is just nearby the tower bridge. Another side of the tower (back) is facing the Thames river and tower bridge. There are some bench along the river side and the tower, you can actually sit there while anjoying the beauty of the bridge and the tower. Die of romantic....top pak toh place but I seldom see any couple there. well, it is just too cold to pak toh outside now.

Met with Dr.Vini in London. in front of the National Gallery. Have seen several masterpiece such as from Van Gogh,Monet, Leonado Da Vinci etc....

Covent Garden

One of the performer on the street of the Covent Garden. This is the place which is nearby China Town. It is famous with all the branded shops like, very high class and there are some performers or student of arts like to perform here and earn some pocket money. For example the 'crown' in the picture, some playing some drama on the street, dance hip hop, some play with knife while cycling on the 10 feets high cycle(like 杂技）,some bands sing as well. nice!

London eye is always the landmark of london and I always capture it everytime I pass by.

U will see pigeon everywhere in London. It is the city of pigeon and there's even more in Trafalgar square.....everywhere, beside you, where you sit, eat....and they are not afraid of human being.

Another shot of London eye.

Visit Chichester

2008-02-15T19:08:00.000-08:00

Chichester is a small town about 30 minutes drive from the place I was staying- Portsmouth. According to my fren Eva, it can be considered as a housing area of rich people. So lucky that there t was a car boot sales that day. Car boot sale is just like pasar malam, the 'hawker' bring their good for sales with their car, and open the boots, arrange it and start selling. Very simple and easy..but each of them only have little things to sell. So I am not really sure how's their profit..

It was a sunny day!
Car Boot sale - you can find it everywhere

New things in life

2008-01-10T18:26:00.000-08:00

Liquor coffee, or Irish coffee is a cocktail consisting of hot coffee, Irish Whisky, sugar and a layer of cream floating on top of it. I have heard of it before but never have a chance to try it. And now I got to prepare it. To make Irish coffee, you got to mix the coffee with the whisky, then add sugar and make sure it is totally dissolved. Sugar is essential so that it makes the drink more concentrate and the cream will float on top of it. The most difficult part is to make a nice floating cream layer. Cream tends to sink easily.

The coffee is drunk through the cream layer. I keep practice doing it and this is the one I made for myself. Taste not bad. It is with Tia Maria.

老

2008-01-10T17:43:00.000-08:00

提到老，大家都往脸上看去了，想到了老人斑，想到了皱纹。。。

可是我想到的，是失去了青春的岁月，失去了年轻的活力，没有了年轻人的权利。。。

尤其是，当还有许多疯狂的事要做，还想要许多许多的自由，还想要日夜颠倒的生活，想要可以通宵的魄力，疯疯癫癫的朋友，还想要尝试更多的爱情。。。

好像就想停留在青春期，有一段长长的青春期，久久都不要变老。但我知道， Anderson 一定又说不可能的啦！

新年愿望

2007-12-31T18:15:00.000-08:00

2008 年来得还真快！2000 年时，觉得2008, 2010，是很遥远的事。可现在就在眼前了。

许多事情还来不及完成，还不想变老。。。

该怎么办？

2008，我的新年愿望，可不可以不要变老?

可以就此停住吗

2007-12-29T18:35:00.000-08:00

为什么到达了一个高峰之后，我们要下山去镇服另一座高山呢？人生为什么要不断向前迈进，不停地往更高的地方？简简单单不好吗？平平淡淡不好吗？一份平淡简单的工作，平凡的生活，近乎零的改变，那样的日子，好吗？满足吗？为何不满足？改变是痛苦的，辛苦的，疲惫的。人生其实可以不必那么匆促。。。是吧？

Pinot Grigio 与英国

2007-12-22T17:45:00.000-08:00

寒冷的天气，保温的绒衣，一杯Pinot Grigio 和 Bryan Adam 的歌声，现在的我，还真的处在英国-- 这个距离马来西亚半个地球的国度。有时走在街上，吹打在脸上的，不是温热凉爽的风，而是‘冰冷’的，就和冰一样冷。怎会不想念马来西亚？想念不必把自己包裹得厚厚的才出门；想念不论你怎么讲我都明白的语言；想念大大型的shopping complex 似模似样的圣诞节装饰；想念想要出门时可以把车子开了就走，也不必因为火车延迟而在外忍受刺骨的冷风；想念半夜三更还可以买到Nasi Lemak 的Mamak 档；还有我最爱的Laksa….想念的应该有很多很多吧！

心理上虽然没有多余的挣扎，但生理上却有着‘无声’的抗议。首先，鼻孔一直非常的干燥，有时还流血；接着身体开始冒起了许多红斑点，非常粗糙，我美美的皮肤就这样功亏一篑了！:(

虽然生理上有些许抗议，但我总觉得离开是好的。没有人知道自己的一生会有多长多久；所以无论是好的，坏的，Pinot Grigio 或Sauvignon Blanc 我都想一一品尝。。

I am 19!

2007-12-13T17:39:00.000-08:00

This week I started to work as a part timer in a takeaway restaurant. Today there's another part timer english boy (18 yrs old) worked together with me. And he wanted to know how old am I. He said " u dun have to tell me, let me guess...you're 19." hahahaha..I was so happy then I said you're wrong. And he said:"so you're 18"..#@$&*speechless
Wahahahaha....after that I told him I was definately older than 19. He said: It couldnt be, you must be kidding. Okay, the most is 21, it is imposibble you're older than 21". I said I am older than 21 he did not believe. When I told him I am 27, he insisted I am cheating him. He keep saying that I was born in the year of Tiger, which is 21 yrs old.
Hahaha.......whatever it is, I am very happy to hear that......so happy.
one more funny things is, I cant really catch what he said because he speakpretty fast and tend to digest some words. So when I ask him what he would like to be, he said: Fireman. I thought he was saying farmer. SO I ask him what kind of farmer you would like to be (like plant vege, rare cow etc), only when he was explaining those firestation, host etc....I realised that he was saying fireman. Sangat malulah

Let's talk about Dubai

2007-12-06T08:26:00.000-08:00

Dubai is a small city. I arrived at Dubai in the very early morning 3.05am. However, It took me 2 hours to get through the Immigration checking. I dun understand why are there so many visitors to Dubai, it is as heavy as Singapore Malaysia border custom, so crowded. Once I stepped out the airport , wah, it was so cold, like being in Genting. Actually Dubai is in its winter, but I always think that middle east mah, like Malaysia, winter only mah, the most they have is raining. But the local people told me that some time the temperature can go down to negative. Well, it is morning that the temperature is cold, the rest of the day, it is just like Malaysia, more windy than Malaysia. As long as you stand under the shade, then it is very comfortable.
Dubai airport departure-ppl sleeping everywhere To visit the first destination- Dubai creek park, I took the wrong bus (too many ppl giving different opinion) n got lost…being in the middle of no where. Eventually I decided to go to the second destination- Gold souq. All shops in the gold suoq are selling gold (ofcause lah, you can know from it'sname). Nearly ALL shops selling gold, many many gold, and there's no security guard there. Believe it or not, I was very hungry and looking for a café, it took me very very long time to find a small café.

City: It makes not much different with Bangkok or KL, traffic is super jam, carbon dioxide is super high, workers is everywhere because everywhere is under construction! Huh! There's lots of shopping mall, with pyramid style (like sunway piramid but sunway is nicer), dragon style a long long dragon body structure) etc. I heard ppl said that the animal fur is very cheap here, so many pl come over and buy animal fur………Oh I really hate it. There's lots of beautiful and luxury building in the city, not to mention the emirates tower and the coming soon tallest building, almost all building here has their own style.

People: There are quite a number of people here are migrant workers-Pakistanis,Indian, Philippino, Afghanistan's etc. Some books said it is about 75%, but I think more than that. And I think almost 90% of the population are MALE. You see guys everywhere, on the street, in the bus, on the boat, in the shop…everywhere. So I always find myself alone among a jungle of guys, so depressing. The guy in Dubai is not friendly at all, not even to lady. They seldom wanna talk nicely to you. The outsiders (migrant workers) tend to be more helpful but the most hospital they are, the more they wanna try to take advantage on you, you just got to be careful. So eventually I never wanna talk to any guy in Dubai. The problem is, you really hard to find a lady when you wanna ask somebody to take your photo or asking for direction.

Transport: The transportation is crazy. There's no train system so you end up with taxi or buses. I spent lots of my time waiting for the bus and travelling in the bus. Taxi is very costly, very very costly but it the most common transport. I felt the lady is most protected in the bus. Because there are 12 seat reserved for ladies only just behind the driver seat. No guys are allowed to sit on or stand beside the ladies seat. However, no lady is allowed to board the bus once the seats are all occupied. This is the sad thing, because at night, where there's lots of female passengers in the bus, you have to wait for a bus which has lady seat for you. So you will see many girls are left in the bus stop because not allowed to board the bus.

Burj Al Arab:
I visited twice the hotel. It is not as big as I imagined. To enter to the lobby of the hotel you need to pay 100 dirham. I went to visit Jumeirah beach hotel. This one has the same architecture as Burj Al Arab and are belongs to the same company.

Sunset at Burj al Arab

Burj Al Arab

Dubai airport departure-ppl sleeping everywhere

Moody UK

2007-12-02T01:31:00.000-08:00

Wau...so lucky I can get online now...curi ppl's unsecured line haha. I am already in the UK. I have manythings to say about Dubai so will write special post about it with the pictures :)

Lets talk about UK. weather here is very moody. always raining...'small small' one, looks so depressing. Surprisingly it is not that cold when it is raining day. But it is really very cold when it is sunny and windy day.The houses here are in old english style..oh I like it. Hehe. Everywhere is in Christmas mood. I cant wait for the christmas. I still dunno how to celebrate it.

I am staying in the upstair room of a bar, with my sister. Yesterday was saturday and there's this live band in the bar. My room is exactly on the top of where the live band is....Oh, I feel like in the live....haha

London Eye

Learning fast

2007-11-19T08:45:00.000-08:00

My nephew is about 7 months old right now. My main job during this one month vacation is to play with him-everyday!
From able turning his body only a month ago, now he can 'crawl' already. well, He is not really crawling with the support of his knee on the floor (like crocodile?), he is actually moving his body forward by pushing it with the sole (feet), so it looks like a fish moving forward on the floor..hahaha

He was really get excited once he knew how to crawl and keep moving around everyday. And this day, he tried very hard to "climb" up to a board underneath a small table in the living room. Lying on the board and he doesn't know how to get down. All of us were too bad but watching him instead of assisting him. He tried many methods and eventually he turned his body at 180 degree, and slowly moving down....I dun understand why he wanted to turn his body 180 degree but at least he learned a lesson. from that time on, he crawl up the board everyday and tried many many different and weird methods to get down...Huh, children are learning fast yaa....anything to do with the milk powder containing DHA??

清醒不清醒

2007-11-18T08:14:00.000-08:00

I'm very lazy!

人的惰性是天生的吗？懒惰的人，似乎并不是他们不能改变懒惰的习惯，而是懒惰就像种爱好，爱不释手，连想要改变的意愿都没有。

我也是个很懒惰的人。如果可以，我希望不必劳碌，轻轻松松地过活。如果可以，我希望不想做的事情可以明天才做，明天的事后天才做。。。我希望每天可以选择性地做我想做的事情，看戏，吃，喝，玩，乐，睡觉。有时还会连玩也不愿意，懒惰。我想，这就是为什么那么多人想要过少奶奶的生活吧！

我，多么希望我是个认真的人，认真地生活，积极，对每一分每一秒都使用得淋漓尽致。

只是，懒惰就好像是天性，不到5 分钟，就把意志力给打败了。

朋友说，那时因为你还没觉悟到，如果你不懒惰，你的人生会有多大的变化吧！

是吗？不，好像时不时，久不久我就会觉悟一下的。。。

嗯，好了，我‘假假的’也是个有阿Q 精神，永不轻易放弃的人。所以，不论有多少次的 "5分钟热度”，我也要继续觉悟，继续认真，继续5 分钟热度，然后追加到十分钟热度， 20 分钟热度。。。。看看我的脑袋还请不清醒！

Get ready for new journey

2007-11-10T09:09:00.000-08:00

now packing........there're lots of things need to buy, lots of money need to spend, lots of things need to settle.....and I am still very lazy to move...

Dare or dare not?

2007-10-06T09:09:00.000-07:00

Today is my last day and i was meeting colleagues to say thanks. Some people got to know that I am going for backpacking, to some places alone. They said I am very brave.

Well, actually I am not....

I do worry about my journey, my future plan, my finance etc....... I do feel lonely and afraid that there might be some unpleasant things happen and I will not know what to do. Just like what happened in Paris before.

Where did I get the gut to start the journey?

Em....I am quite nervous and lost the moment I wanna make this decision. But I think fear, money, obstacles.....should not be the reason stopping us doing what we wanna do.

We do not give up things due to some aspect that we too unable to predict, right?

So I think... I am brave, not because I dare to go backpack alone, or go to some middle east or foreign country.
I am brave because I dare to go through everything to color my life.

The world of animal Vs The world of Homo sapien

2007-10-03T08:25:00.000-07:00

I had just viewed dobot's blog and what he said caught my attention. He said :
Di dalam dunia binatang tiada manusia, tetapi di dalam dunia manusia ada binatang. Malahan, manusia lebih teruk daripada binatang.

Dalam binatang tak ada yang buang anak sendiri. Dalam binatang tak ada yang bakar bendera Malaysia. Dan, di dalam binatang tak ada yang masukkan timun dalam buntut binatang lain (referring to the case of Nurin Jazlin)

How true it is. In the world of animal, there is no human. They show their true behavior, desire and do what they wanna do. They never know how to cheat, to threaten people who is kind. But in the world of the human, we even dare to harm any even the same species.....so call Homo sapien

Sometime, we treat all the animal bad, thinking of escaping from them, or killing them every time we feel we are threaten by them. But, who is who's enemy? Are they threatening us or the other way round? Are we the lord that can ignore the value of other creatures in the world?

愛唱就唱

2007-09-30T00:02:00.000-07:00

昨晚看了2005 年度超级女声准决赛后, 才知道好歌可以听出耳油。每一位参赛者都有着天赋的歌喉及才能。想想自己到底拥有些什么？
之前张学友因抱病，以无法呈现最好的表现而取消演唱会时，当时只是觉得很可惜。
现在呢，觉得听好歌，好声音是一种享受。
听有些偶像歌手唱歌（虽然不会走音），但总觉得缺少了些什么。昨晚真的很满足，听了些好歌，听这些爱好音乐者把歌唱好。比起一些因走红，进而出唱片，加上一些商业策划而红得大紫的人，这些默默耕耘，努力不懈，争取机会的乐者，他们似乎少了些运气。

“ 想唱就唱要唱的响亮
就算没人有为我鼓掌
至少我还能够勇敢的自我欣赏
想唱就唱要唱的漂亮
就算这舞台多空旷
总有一天能看到挥舞的荧光棒”

想唱就唱
想做什么就做什么
人生嘛不要有太多的犹豫

Ratatouille

2007-09-19T08:10:00.000-07:00

Yeah, I had just finished watching Ratatouille...I like it!

Like the little chef said when he argued with his father:
Change is natural, it starts when we decide.
If we keep looking behind us, or how much we are left behind, we will never move forward, and will never know what's in front of us.

I am leaving my comfort zone though I wish so much to stay and enjoy. Yet I dunno what is in front of me. There is lots of obstacles, doubt, lost, disappointment, hard work waiting for me, to shed my tears and blood. I am glad that I have made this decision for myself, with brave and courage.

Back to the past

2007-09-13T07:52:00.000-07:00

Today, I asked my colleague VV, what would you do if you were back to the past?
Would you choose to be a girl again? She said yes!
Yeah!, I said yes too. Before that, sometime, occasionally i will think of being a guy in the next life. Why? Because I think I am from the Mars, I dun like little tiny things, dun like shopping, dun like to take time to do treatment for my hair, to dress up myself........
But now, I would like to be a girl.
because a girl do not have the compulsory responsibility to rare a family (even though the women nowadays have to), a girl can dress up herself nicely, can have many pairs of shoes, many clothes, many jewelries , take an hour for bath, take 2 hours to make up, eat slow slow......without any critics.
Because we are girls. Girls are like that. You can not blame them, it is the natural characteristic and privileges given to a girl. Right? :) Anyone disagree ya?

Sometime, i was also thinking...
If i was back to the past, would I still choose to be a vet? Would I work in this company? Would I make this decision?
I dunno yet what I would do, because I never got back to the past.....

Fires in the dark

2007-09-02T08:50:00.000-07:00

30th Aug 2007- 31st Aug 2007 Merdeka

So exciting, me and my fren, we departed to putrajaya to see fireworks right after work.

Because we are very Kiasu, afraid of traffic jam (biasalah in selangor or KL area), so we "ta bao" Mc D and eat in the car while heading to putrajaya.

Unfortunately the traffic is still very heavy.. heavy.. heavy...we hardly move and took very long time to reach putrajaya. We were so happy that not many people were there at that time (because we reached at about 8pm in which the fireworks will start at 12 mignight, you can see how kiasu we are, my another fren even reached at 6pm!). We waited for 4 hours.....for the so call fireworks..

The freworks on merdeka eve was performed by Japan team. weird? Japan on Malaysia merdeka eve?

I was busy taking photograph can did not really " wah.... wau......" astonishing by the fireworks....like others surrounding the lake...

Food fair

2007-08-19T06:54:00.001-07:00

Went to One utama and saw this fruit house.....So creative and nice....
But after that I was thinking, why so sayang...those fruits are not edible liao...wasted lah

花及花的味道

2007-07-31T08:24:00.000-07:00

很喜欢花，淡淡的花香，很舒服。。。。
如果可以沉醉在花海里，像普罗斯旺的薰衣草原，那一定是件很幸福的事

豌豆花- “我也可以很美丽”

昙花一现 - 午夜后绽放，天亮前凋谢，谁比我稀有？

昙花虽然珍贵，但有谁深夜里珍惜你的美，又有谁懂得珍惜？

“牛魔王-我来也！”

“守着阳光守着你！”

Puchong pan mee

2007-07-30T08:26:00.001-07:00

Green curry Pan Mee

Soya Pan Mee

" I forgot the name"

幸福 Part II

2007-07-20T09:24:00.000-07:00

自从红毛丹事件后，身边的人都觉得我太容易幸福了！
所以我决定把幸福的喜悦和大家分享。
可能还可以搞一个幸福系列的部落格！

幸福Part II - 日落

不管是小说还是电影，有许多女主角都喜欢日落或日出

而男主角往往在夺取女主角的欢心时都会说：会陪你看尽世界每一个角落的日出/日落
我也喜欢日出/日落
我喜欢早晨时看到像蛋黄一样的太阳
所以我选择了现在的工作
以为不在面对四面墙的地方就可以常常看到像蛋黄的太阳
（当然不是在大热天的时候）
可惜人算不如天算
现在还是一样呆在水泥森林里头（哎呀离题了！）

我想讲的是。。。。。。。

并不是只有20.07.2007 或 07.07.07
才是难得遇到的日子
每一天
都是独一无二的
都是永远不会再有的日子
而每一个日出日落是我们用生命换回来的

当日出时我珍惜我还可以拥有今天
当日落时我希望还可以期待明天。。。。

采红毛丹的幸福

2007-07-18T07:06:00.000-07:00

你采过红毛丹吗？
离最后一次采红毛丹的时候已经很久了。那是小时候的事。小时候很贪吃，任何东西都觉得很好吃。可能住在乡间的关系，乡下有许多农作物，蔬菜水果，所以自然而然常常可以吃到各种水果，榴莲，红毛丹，杨桃，水翁等，可以看到稻米成熟时，可以看到天还没亮时，头上带着电筒到胶园里割胶的工人。。。。。。这些在小时候觉得理所当然的事，长大后，却变得奢侈。

那天，在外婆家，外婆要我把成熟了的红毛丹采下来。满树红彤彤的红毛丹，越看越欢喜，突然觉得可以看到红毛丹，好幸福喔！：）但是地下，树干上，树叶上红红黑黑的蚂蚁，一直干扰着我，就这样我一面采红毛丹，一面奔奔跳跳，感觉又回到了小时候。可以这样子吵吵闹闹，哈哈大笑，好开心，好幸福喔！

红毛丹-就这么简单，这么普通。但多少人看过结满果的红毛丹树？又有多少人采过红毛丹？或许在世界的某个角落，有人不曾吃过红毛丹。人生那么的短暂，世界那么的宽大。。。
我要好好珍惜，
可以采红毛丹的幸福！

My bad bad English

2007-01-04T06:42:00.000-08:00

I always feel very bad with my poor english. Today, dunno no how many times my manager told me: "Evelyn arr..your grammar arr....y always like this one"

How much I wish that I can master English well, but dunno how, I just keep speaking and writting poor poor english. Last night I read something on a news paper: "Before you can become a doctor or lawyer, you must have very good command of English, that's proffesional". Now, the ability to speak good english already become the indicator of educated or civilized people. I was really sad when I read this, I am a vet now but dun think that I can speak proffesionally especially english. I wonder what's the problem. But I know, I just have to learn, and learn, and learn.

My lovely morning

2006-12-26T08:43:00.000-08:00

This is Morning..my lovely Dalmation.
I just received a call from my mum this morning, saying that Morning was vomiting blood...She said a lots of blood....having seizures, hypothermic (very cold), very weak and looks like dying...She sound so weak and worried. I am a vet. But at that time, I just as helpless as her. I could not attend to my dog immediately nor I can treat my dog. What I can do is to find a vet nearby. There are 3 vets in the town. The first vet said she had an surgery, could not attend to the house call (I understand her as she cant leave the surgery room immediately). The second vet said, " Since ur dog is suspected food poisoning and is dying, what for u ask me to go?". This word really piss me off..U can ask me to wait, can give me reason why u can't attend the case, but not to judge whether the dog should be given treatment. So i called the last vet, he is still sleeping. It's near 12 noon. Without wasting time, I just instruct my mum to give some supportive management like keep the dog warm, take some charcoal etc while waiting for the vet.

Now, Morning is surviving...trying his very best to survive...I dunno what's the prognosis..as another vet said, be prepared for the worst.

Dear lovely morning, be strong and be stoic, I will make sure u get the treatment that u need, and u will be ok very soon. I will celebrate new year with you, I promise.

梦远了

2006-11-12T08:18:00.000-08:00

离它越来越远了。距离远得让人不知所措。

忙碌中的小插曲

2006-11-06T08:43:00.000-08:00

Teluk Intan 的稻田

这里没有四季，却有落叶时即的美！

仿冒“回乡插曲”

2006-10-31T06:10:00.001-08:00

想把回乡后的点滴写下来。
看到朋友的部落格里有着这样的主题：回乡插曲，觉得很好听，就借用借用一下，嘿嘿。才开始动手，才发现原来这一个星期的假期，都待在家里，除了吃，就是看电视剧和见周公。身边的人都说快要变成猪了。

泰国龙眼和巴西龙眼

巴西龙眼

迷你素食芋头糕

Careless mistake

2006-10-15T07:58:00.000-07:00

I did a very careless mistake that make me very very embarrassing. I have a supplier from India came for a visit. He is the marketing director of the company. Of course, to show our manner, we (me and my another vet senior) went to airport and pick him up.
We were actually late...err...should said that his flight landed earlier, so we were late. Surprisingly he is quite handsome..like bollywood star...hahaha...does not look like him in the photo.
On the way back to his hotel, he grabbed the opportunity to talk to us, introduced his product and also discuss some market condition in India.
When he mentioned that their total comsumption of livestock meat in India is majority Chicken and followed by Mutton, I suddenly " Y is mutton?"
Then very fast I relalised that they do not eat beef. So I keep telling myself " They do not eat beef, dun ask about beef".....
Unfortunately, I also dunno what happen to me, I replied him : " the consumption of mutton is over beef?"
Oh my god...I can straight away feel that my face turn into very hot and red......his face also turn into very weird expression and cool....(god!!!)...
Then my DEAREST senior (vet) : they dun eat beef lah....right? HHAHAHAHAHAHA...He was laughing...
He some more laughing !!!
I felt too bad to say anything again...So I just keep quiet and extremely becareful in saying any word by then....:(

Living in KL

2006-10-04T08:15:00.000-07:00

I enjoy life. I always wanted to enjoy every kind of life. So when I graduated, I decided to work in Kuala Lumpur, where high technology & communication, information is easily accessible. But how's the life in KL?
Recently, robbery, raping happens everywhere, anytime.....
To night, I drove back home after watching movie. I used to park my car in front of the shop houses opposite my condo. It's another problem in KL---too many cars and forever lack of parking space...Today, I cant find any parking lot in front of shops (here not easy to be stolen because some mamak store open 24 hours), I turn around several time can only found one...but I did not park at that parking lot...because there were full of a gang of youngsters....
Out of any idea, I parked my car at the road side. We used to park the car at road side, and wake up very early in the morning to drive away to avoid from kena saman early in the morning.
Parking at road side is one of the problem. Another problem is have to cross/ walk for a distance, to go through the pedestrian bridge with lottssss of youngster sitting at the road side yealling..I am not try to discriminate against any one, but what a coincident, all black, smoking, teasing girls....
So, I started to think, I choose to work in KL, am I putting myself in danger?
Then I remembered a famous author, Yong Liu ever said, he purposely asked his only son to take 3 hours train from Manhattan to the school in New York, EVERYDAY. According to him, New York is a complicated city, you may survive there, or may die there just in second. There were full of robber, ppl with guns, proffesionals etc...He believe, ppl under this condition, will grow faster and better, because they try their very best to survive.
So do we in KL right? I believe, we learn more, to protect ourself, to survive, to seek for better living....
Gambate!

Who am I

2006-10-03T07:05:00.000-07:00

Most of my frens know that I have an english name --- Evelyn.
Well, ppl pronounces it differently.
In my company right now, there were several pronunciation,
Some call it correctly " Eve--lyn" , sounds "if-lyn",
Some call " Ever--lyn",
Some call " E -- ver--lyn"
Some call "E--lyn" --my customer called me like that
Some may due to pronunciation problem/ purposely, call me as "Evening"
And some, for joking purpose, call me " Morning" --just like my dog's name!!!

Yesterday, my dear boss (my manager) called me "" err... arr...err......" he waited few second until he reached me " E-ver-lyn, could u bring the documents to the meeting later" .
Later, in the meeting...when he wanna assigned me some work " err........" then he looked at me and waited for few second again, " er..E---lynn will incharge of this portion" ...
I nearly laugh out, but I dare not.

Today, he mentioned my name as " E-De-lyn" to my department manager..
Oh My god.....I got a brand new name again...
so, which name should I answer to?
To my dear manager,
I have been working for 4 months....
y cant you remember my name by looking at my face?
maybe I always change my hair style recently? (ok, it's my fault!)
but my face din change mah....(even though not so pretty lah)
may be my name is too difficult to pronounce??
would "Eve" easier to remember?
(Actually Eve should only meant for my bf, but since it already misused in university ...dun care lah)
To my dear colleague,
Please do not expose this blog to our boss...ok?
Thank you very much for saving my job.
Aligato gazaimastah!!

My antique HP

2006-09-26T09:02:00.000-07:00

Nowadays, most of my frens are using so call modern ( I think modern no more, should be common) hand phone which compiles camera, mp3, 3G, MMS, internet access and what so ever..i dun know, together. But I am still using Nokia 8850 that do not have the function of taking photo, listening to music etc..even the ring tone also not the harmonic type...it's like ring ...ring...., du.. du.. type. This afternoon, lunch time, a colleague of mine, asking me purposely, with motive to sarcastic ( of cause he is just joking),
" Evelyn, can I see what's the photos in your camera?"
I knew he is joking, so I said " okok, go ahead".
Another girl standing beside heard that, she also kepo together.." see see, I also wanna see".
Just right after that, she found out my hand phone actually has no photos...because it cant take photo!
Should I change handphone already? Why?
Because it is not up to date?
Because it useless?
Because it cant take photos?
Because it is ugly?
Well,
it is not up to date,
it cant take photography nor listening to the mp3 or sending MMS,
it's outlook is quite ugly as I din change a new 'skin' for it.
BUT, it is a HANDPHONE.
It rang when there's incoming call,
it can call out as long as there's enough battery,
can send sms....so it carry out her job very well.
SO, "she" is not useless...for what reason, I should reject her? I dunno....
Maybe one day, when I desperately needed to take photos all the time,
When I have lots of extra money....
definately, there will be a reason,
why 'she' is not suitable to be a handphone anymore....

The power of money

2006-08-26T10:18:00.000-07:00

Everybody knows abt the power of money. Money might not be everything but without it, it's nothing.
It makes ur life a big different. For example, this morning, I send a parcel to my sister in UK. If it were during my varsity life, i will have to think three times, and will squeeze my brain to think how to make the parcel lighther, or try to buy something cheap. But now I am working. Definately I have more money (although still very poor ) than a student before. So I bought the good quality mooncake, coffee, biscuit for my sister. When I send this parcel, it was 3.3kg, and cost me RM 150 ++. If I was a student like 3 months ago, Iwill sure squeeze my brain again and I believe I will neer send the parcel out without taking out some of the food. But this morning, even I felt it's quite expensive, but i am still glad that it doesnt go up to RM200 or RM300....huh?strange yea?
Long ago, having KFC as lunch or dinner is a big deal, now, (it's still a big deal) but it become a small deal when u look at the price of food around. .Everything change... by time, by the environment, by ur mind and by your life......

on field

2006-08-24T08:07:00.000-07:00

Today I went to a broiler farm...in somewhere near Bahao..about 3 and a half hours drive from my office. this is my first time on field to a poultry farm..so excited !!! Hehehe.
Reaching the farm...quite a new farm,the primary complain was pasty vent ( wet feces stick at the anus) and slow growth of the chicken. I caught one chicken with pasty vent, and try to estimate the weight...aiya..maybe long time din go to market liao, cannot estimate how heavy was the chicken..So I asked the farmer, " ada 2 kg tak?" Then he laugh..."takda lah..kalau 2 kg bagus lo"..As I said this is my very first time to the poultry farm..plus ...long time din practice liao ..so a bit kelam kabut in history taking loh..I agak agak ask about management, see see the feces , see see chicken got panting or not...
After that I did post mortem on two chicken...I dare not kill the chicken ( actually not dare not lah, scare i got no energy to do vertebrae dislocation, then the chicken wouldnt die...i will be very malu lohh) so I asked the farmer to kill loh. to sAlamak...the lesion very very similar to subclinical Gumboro..(Breast petechial hemorrhage, swollen kidney, swollen bursa etc)..What to say? Cannot so confirm and tell the farmer wor......So I agak agak tell him loh..I think he also agak agak understand lah...
Then we reach the pharmacy of the farm..Wah lau...at least got 15 drugs in it..He told me he put this lah, that lah....all antibiotics...until i open my eye big big (very funny), I asked him " u put all this every time?' ...Then he 'err' here and there..then tell me not every time, he apply during disease only. Then only I relieve a bit.hahaha.
After finishing sembang...( my sales rep very pandai sembang..sampai help the nepal to kira his salary....) I drove back serdang. And from serdang to TTDI the trafic was so jam because of raining. I was caught int he jam for 1 and half hour...now my leg stilll kejang..:(

Hi Everyone, Long time no see

2006-07-25T07:05:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone, long time no see. I hope all of you still good?Now I am in Kuching. In the lobby of a hotel, locating infront of the water front- the most famous tourist spot. Very full because just finished dinner with chiaw Jun and Chan Ling. For your information, they both still intact, no weight gain....Davies ar...so tired, doesnt want to come out....somemore lupakan my contact number...I ate a lot of seafood here. About 4 times in 3 days. eat until I look like a rectangle now....a H shape....cham loh....I wanna off feed for one week already.
I believe I had been lost contact for very long time. What to do? I have no internet access in my house...I am going to get streamyx very soon.. I cant stand the life without internet. :( see ya....

Finally

2006-05-06T09:48:00.000-07:00

I think this few days all of us (DVM 5 ) are very happy because after 5 years of hardworks, eventually everyone are freeded now. We are all Doctors! I really really very happy to graduate together with All my coursemate..I have been waiting for this moment for many many years..so i was really really happy last few days. This morning i received a call. The first sentence i heard was ' Hello, Dr. Teoh Soo Ming? ' I was very surprise because the voice is very dull and i cant recognise who was on the line. Somemore, who else knows about our status right now? except DVM or faculty staff....so should do I answer? I was half sleepy, so I answered " Er......yes????" " Hey, Dr. ini HAMKA!! ' apalah Hamka...I tot anyone from wat wat jabatan call me..sound like pagawai.....Wah...not bad...He got the style of Doctor..hahahaha...scared me only! :) somemore at that time, i was wearing a black sliper on my right foot, and a white sliper on my left foot (Obviously i wore the wrong shoes) and waiting for KTM in the station. It's very very embarrasing!!! I promise myself, no next time, Dr Teoh!!!!

Merdeka

2006-04-28T03:18:00.000-07:00

Yeah...finish oral liao....dunno whether will be recal or not...but touch wood...hopefully wouldnt..so that i can raduate soon!!hehehe.

I hate PIG this time!!!

2006-04-27T06:28:00.000-07:00

Today is my oral examination for paraclinical section. I was very nervous because the examiner is very good in arthropod ( like moisquito lah, fly ah....) but i was very very bad in this field. So i was well prepare for the poultry(chicken) diseases, from A-Z (he is a poultry man too). Manatau, when i entered the room, sat down , after ice breaking. He said :" I will not ask you about chicken, can I ask u about PIG??" alamak i was thinking.i din prepare for pig diseases...but i dare not say no mah.. so I answer yes loh....
' OK, then u tell you what's the common disease in Pig'
I try to direct to the disease that i know, so i try to talk about virus disease lah, diarrhoea lah'
' okok...what about skin disease?' cham liao lah... I hate skin disease very much one...
' er.....erysipelus...'
' somemore?' I was very reluctant to say any parasite disease....then he told me secretive
' u see, dr rehana is here, so u know u have to say a parasite disease...hahaha'
cham liao lah me....i really realy dun like skin disease and dun like mite...but i have to say so..
' sarcoptic mange.......:('
' har....:)..so tell me about sarcoptic mange....' so he very happy but i am not happy...:) hahaha
always, the old one is more experience....

I hate Durian Seed

2006-04-19T22:46:00.000-07:00

My cute cute prof surgery told me yesterday that the question in my comprehensive essay is "Gastrotomy"....arr.....after hearing i cry and cry...(of cos not real lah)..
The question is like that. A dog, beagle, presented to hospital with a complaint of swallowing durian seed 5cm X 4cm. So what surgical precedure u want to carry out?
I was thinking, where got so big durian seed, sure either stuck in esophagus or stomach...but after that i think ans think. I remembered my coursemate presented a case of enterotomy to remove the durian seed in intestine. At that time, Prof somemore ask us to bring a durian seed to him. So i think, could the seed stick in the intestine? So I start to wrote the procedure for enterotomy (open up the intestine). But prof say..
" This durian seed so big, cannot go through the stomach la..."
" No lah prof, after 24 hours , go to intestine liao lah...last time also got one case like that"
" Ah moi, the seed we took out only 2cm lah.."
" Pls tell me that it can stuck in the intestine lah.."
" cannot lah.."

:( ...I dun want to fren him liao lah...where got so big durian seed one......Why I so stupid not to write gastrostomy (opening of the stomach)...Stuppid !!! Wasted my time to write enterotomy and anastomosis some more!!!

The end...

2006-04-14T06:35:00.000-07:00

Last two days, my lecturer was giving us some advise....as usual, everybody looks so tension and nervous. when he saw this then he said " Dun worry, everythings no matter good or bad willl come into the end." Ya...it's true, everything no matter good or bad will come into the end. The time past very fast. Our future will be determined 3 days from now. I hope it ends fast, but by then I have to say good bye to all my fren sooner. Everytime when i face BIG problem, I will tell myself, dun worry, it will come to the end and finish one time. For the comprehensive, Few months ago, it was a long term matter but now it was just around the corner. oh god, pls help us !!!

Seminar

2006-04-02T07:25:00.000-07:00

Just finish the final year project seminar presentation. Huh......really reallly relax...the day before presentation, i was so tension because i had presented to several of my fren and even my supervisor, but they dun really understand what i was presenting. I was so sad and dunno what to do. So to release tension, i bought a box of rice for dinner and sleep straight away after dinner. However, i felt so dizzy and headache and feel wanna vomit after i woke up. I vomitted...ai...wasted my RM 2..hahaha now i know stress really a big problem.
The morning before presentation, my supervisor said he purposely change his apointment from afternoon to morning so that he can come to my presentation. He said among his student, he is more worried about me. Arr..i dun want him to come to my presentation. He came in at the middle of my presentation, from that onward, i dunno what am I talking about.
After presentation, most of the DVM confuse with my presentation, but junior said they understand my presentation. I dunno whether i should feel happy or sad? :( But today i saw pak sheikh, he said my presentation is excellent. hahaha. I felt relief even thought i know he will said the same word to everyone.hahaha

Help!!!

2006-03-27T05:48:00.000-08:00

Oh..it's only 20 days left before my comprehensive exam...but i havent even finish my first year study...how to squeeze everythings of 5 years study in 20 days... somemore got presentation this week...i am gonna to hug buddha's leg liao....hahaha...This habit is realy realy bad...So, i tell myself..no next time! ( but i cant remember how many time i told myself like this already....:(

Comprehensive.....

2006-03-20T03:46:00.001-08:00

It's only 26 days prior to comprehensive exam. Wah..it's very scary because now only i started my engine to study...oh god...tell me what should I do..Why I become like that....Cham liao lah...Now I feel that the time left is not enough...But who to blame...Myself lah....Sleep sleep sleep....OK..wake up eve!!!! Gambate!!!!

Comprehensive.....

2006-03-20T03:46:00.000-08:00

Acknowledgements

2006-01-21T19:56:00.000-08:00

A friend in need is a friend indeed!

Finally finally i had finished my conference...so relief.....But the most valuable things that i got in this preparation is not just the presentation or anything i learnt form the case. It is a very valuable friendship.

I would really like to acknowledge two of my best fren, Ping Yin and Joanne.. Three of us are so called " 3 in 1 package", always stuck togehter. This sem, due to the rotation schedule, we dun really see each other so often because we are in different group. But i was facing so many problems for my project and conference, and I am so glad that they were beside me all the time, going through all these with me. Thanks Joanne, eventhough you are so busy with front office stuff and project but still help me to do so many things. Thanks ping yin, even you know you cant practically do something for me but u always jaga my hati, afraid of me getting gila or stress. I was so touched but don't you worry, as you said, my stress threshold is high..so i m stil normal right now. But i really treasure you two very very much..You never complaint me to be so "fan", you care how's my feeling, care abt my progress. You did more than what a so called "best fren" should do.

I would also like to thank many ppl, Aboo! He also concerned abt my problem, help me to think how to arrage my ppt so that it will not create any issue. Thanks dobot, always keep asking me "how's conf?". Even it's just a greeting but i feel so warm. Thanks foong yan, always listen to me complaining ..hahaha..thanks fan suen, pam, liza, my rota mate to be understanding.

There is someone i would like to thank sincerely, my supervisor Dr.Goh. I suppose to finish calculating my result and hand in my second draft of lit review. But he is so kind to let me have a week off. Did not push me to pass up. I am so glad to have him as my supervisor. but now I am garu my kepala for my result calculation pula. Can you imagine that a horse run at -10m/s when the heart rate is 140.hahahaha...

Aiya..this blog's a bit long winded...em, i still want to thank a lot of ppl, Ah ting and his house mate chee meng, helping me to settle my laptop, if not i wil be there crying liao. Thanks Dr. Vini, Dr.lau, Wei yee, choon howe, shidah, mary, ummi, dennis and many others.....Ya, and Dr jalila..allow me to postpone conf at the beginning!! Merci!!!

Damok and Calypso

2006-01-07T04:14:00.000-08:00

Come and meet Damok and Calpyso...

Damok won the second place in previous endurance race.....He is very calm and cool horse.....

Calypso is very naughty...jump over the motor, branches of the tree...cant stop him...

C'est la vie!

2006-01-05T21:22:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, there was a message passing down to me that I need to take care of the animal fro day 1, enter the surgery and post operative then only I can present it as my conference. That means I cannot present my original case " intestinal stenosis" as I did not enter the surgery. It is such a waste because I had prepare the slide, surgery protocol..and because I needed the Cause of death, I spending sooo much time discussing with Dr.Jasni, somemore given lots of assigment by him...It's very wasted...I can actually keep presenting without caring all them..it should not be a problem. Dunno whether I am coward or what, I just a person that always try to avoid problem and issue...So I decided not to present this case...My conference is suppose in next week and my new surgery case was postponed to next week..

There's will, there's way. Ya..I think so.
Just suddenly think that I am very useless and just not good enough...Some people are cute, likable, smart, clever...but it seem that not everyone will turn into like this...So I was thinking why am I so not cute...not smart ...and very useless....do things so last minutes..sometime i really hate myself to be so useless and lazy..

But when we know we are not good enough, then we should try to be better...from time to time....So I will gambate....

Don't see things as they are, and say "why", dream things that they never were , and ask "why not?".......

When can I finish these???

2005-12-30T19:43:00.000-08:00

4 weeks holidays plus 1 week study week already past and i am still waiting for for last sampling which keep postponding from last two week until next week. when everyone finish their project and strat to write thesis, i still in a uncertain condition, dun know whether i can finish my sampling or not. yesterday i finally finished my second batch of horses, now waiting for the third batch of race horses. The sampling date already been changed 4 times, and everytime was last minutes change such as 40 minutes before sampling.... I dunno whether i still want to continue if they change the appointment again.
So I keep telling junior do not find a project which u need to depend on people, equipment, doctors and so on....it's better can do everything by ur own so that u can control ur progress well. When u depend on people, u have to socialise and there's where all the gossip that u got to listen, pandai pandai do r PA, jaga hati orang...
And unfortunately i need to present my conference in the first week. oh my god, i only have 2 weeks left and i do not have a case yet. Everyone asking me y u so choosy...u should get a case very early if u know u r first week...bla bla bla...I also understand but all the case that i had, some no confirm dx, some no supervisor, some lecturer do not allow to take, some no photo nothing....what to do??? somemore I have been asking around very early and no one want to change with me..no one wanna be the first...
Then I start to feel so chamm, dunno what to do....but when i talked to my coursemate, i realize that i am not the worse. Some even they are finishing their project but they work extremely busy everyday until late at night in the lab, some even has a conf case but do not have time to do it, some even finished their project but dunno how to interpret as their supervisor did not spend time with them to discuss and teach.. I am so glad that i have a very very kind supervisor, he spent so much time on his students, drove me to do the ECG on the horse, help me to make appointment and even help my best fren to key in the date into SPSS. Where to find such good supervisor???
SO I think I am lucky in such a way that i have a good supporter behind me, even i face lots of ordeal...
Everyone face obstacles in their life and I think the more pain we get, the more steady we stand.
Pls.....tell me again, how lucky I am........I keep forgetting......

I poke myself!!!!

2005-12-07T19:45:00.000-08:00

How stupid am I !!! This morning I went to putrajaya to do another exercise test for the horses. As I wanted to take the blood prior to the exercise test, I opened the vacumliner needle, but accidently poke into my last phalanx(last digit of the finger). I dunno how it happen, it just happened and i saw blood oozing out like water..oh god...But i did not tend to bother because I got to take the blood from the horse...(some more the rider beside saw and said " aiyo")...So , i forgot about the heamostasis (stop bleeding). Just few second, I felt dizzy liao, feeling like the blood is occupying the space and it was so painful as it swell...feel like water filling up the ballon. Oh god, I quickly apply digital pressure(luckily i still remember) for some while then only it stop bleeding. But I already want to pengsan imaging there is external and internal bleeding. My finger palpated so firm, swollen and reddish and pain!! I could hardly band my hot dog like finger.It's the middle finger. Now I can imagine how the animal feel when we punture their vein and accidently create haematoma...it fell so geli especially when u feel the blood filling up the space...aiye....

Hunter the cute horse

2005-11-30T20:44:00.000-08:00

Today I went to do an exercise test on a horse named Hunter. He is a grey horse (means white in colour). He was required to exercise 4 round for a 500m long track.First round should only be canter but from far I can see this fellow slow gallop towards me...ok nvm, I took blood sample...sayang him a bit and let it go for the second and third round,canter. For the last round, it suppose to gallop,when I countdown, 5,4,3,2,1 go!...wahlau, the fellow thought he was racing, shoot up like a rocket, "kokhkokhkokhkokhkokh......" within a glance of eye, he was very far from my sight, then diassapear into another site of the track...DO u ever see the horse gallop from the back ( should see it during racing, more funny)...It was so funny seing their butt and hind limb...like a frog leg???hahaha..the horse ran so fast until the end of the track, it was just about to get it's momentum up to shoot up..so he speed up to go further faster but luckily the rider could stop him from knocking into the fences. But all of us already laughing at the horse...he is so prone to be a race horse...from the behavior shown by him, we can sense that this horse like to go fast and cannot be let behind, he will try to catch up..Well, it's might not be that good for an endurance horse which they need more stamina than speed. Eventually of course this fellow was gasping for more oxygen and having tachycardia ( high heart beat), he had very very shallow breathing...kesian..y run so fast, so kiasu..hahaha. THis is a naive horse. Naive horse means has not yet been trained before for strenous exercise..this is the first time..But for me, he is naive...as children, he just enjoy running, do whatever he wanted and he is soooooo cute because he is so naive!!

Carry on till tomorrow

2005-11-05T07:03:00.000-08:00

In the younger days,

My life would be my own

And I'd leave the place

Where sunshine never shone

*For my life's too short for waiting

When I see the rising sun

Then I know again

That i must carry on

Carry on till tomorrow

There's no reason to look back

Carry on Carry on

Beyond the shadows of the clouds

and onward to the sky

Carry on till I find the rainbow's end

Drifting on the wings of the freedom

Leave this stomy day

and we'll ride to tomorrow's golden field

And when the heavy journey's done

I'll rest my wearly head

for the world and it's colours will be mine

Anyone has this mp3...let me know pls......thanks :)

Different as night and day

2005-11-05T06:39:00.000-08:00

Doesn't matter whom you are with
Doesn't matter where you are going
Don't you know I'm still waiting here or you and pray for you

In the sunny days, sun will light your day
In the windy days, when will we go away?
I have to say, you're my treasure moments
Never gonna walk away

In the rainy days, rains will share my tears
In the stormy days, storms will steal my pain
Just go your way, and leave things all behind
Spread your wings and fly away

I'm pretending your mine
I'm wishing you''ll be fine
The moment we share never die
You've made a difference to my life

* Anyone has mp3 of this song pls tell me......:)

Is ''ice blended chocolate"cold?

2005-11-04T09:31:00.000-08:00

There were few of us sitting and had our own drink ordered. Here came our fren, sat down and start to order. By the time he looked at the waitress, with 2 eye ball poping out(joking la), he asked
" er......u r???...u look very familiar....ur name is ...err....." (wah lau, fren...like that also can arr....this method very outdate liao loh...of coz all of us diam diam, dare not spoilt the atmosphere).....
"xxx"the girl said........
"yaya..yaloh.....n ur surname is lim right?" .........
"oh no, I m Lee"" ( see, 1st step to attract the attention already successful, so pandai)

the girl was standing beside the guy, waiting for the order.
The guy pointed a portion of the menu written " non-coffee, ice blended", and ask steadily,

"are these (drink under the column of ice blended) warm? , ice blended is cold wan right?"
( oh my god, do u realize what are u talking abt?)

Never waiting for a second, we all laughed like hell loud, non stop (how to stop?), and i even laugh until my lacrimal glands hypertrophied and excessively releasing tears, my stomach got ischemia(stop oxygen suppply) and lead to stomachache.....I got rapid breathing leading to shallow breathing lead to respiratory alkalosis....luckily no failure....but i still cant stop laughing....hahahaha

I remember Prof Sheikh did tell us, dun be scare to ask question..ask whatever u dun understand, even though it's stupid question..but of coz dun ask too stupid question like "'do I have to cut open the body? " ( he talked abt this during post mortem prac)

"Is ice blended cold?" if come out from themouth of a child less than 7 years old should not be a big deal....but if it's from an engineer????
It's not a stupid question, it's just a key for the door..

( No sarcastic, just sharing....well, my fren does know the girl, but thanks to him, with that topic, we were happy through out the nite)

RM 100 for 6 month starvation

2005-10-19T04:08:00.000-07:00

I was so shock when I read an articles in the news paper recently. There was an engineer left a german shedherd dog in the house for 6 month without food!!!! When the dog was found by SPCA, she was already moribund. Due to guarded prognosis, she had been euthanised. The post mortem examination reviewed that the dog has not been eating for a long while where the digestive system were all empty, poor body condition, severe skin lesions and the dog was suffering from heavy tick infestation. The engineer was charged at court. He admitted to the crime, that's a good things..but but the very ##8!*%... dunno how to explain punya judge fined him RM 100. RM 100 seems to be very very big like bull cart wheel for us student, but RM 100 for a dog's life plus what she had suffered for the past 6 months?? Is the judge so naive to think that RM 100 is a big sum,or he does not know how suffer it is to be starved for 6 month??? Does the judge ever think that RM 100 is enough to stop people from doing it again? RM 100 might be a peanut for some people. And the guy, the engineer, is he qualified to be the owner of the dog? Because he has no human compassion, no feeling...A graduate from university, a professional...is that what he had learnt from thirty years of living? Just be responsible to your pet, to your action. Just like rearing a child....If you feel you are not committed, pls dun do it.....many people will appreciate you , including your pet..thank you..

Post Conference

2005-10-16T02:06:00.000-07:00

Conference syndrome

Huh..just few second before my turn up to the stage, I was so scared. My palms were so cold..I cant differentiate whether it's due to the airconditioner or loss of thermo homeostasis. Up to the stage, I tried not to look at anyone, I just cant afford to gagap..then, suddenly I just reliaze yiiiii...quite a lot of peple looking at me talking..at that point of time, I just keep talking and talking, u know lah I can talk a lot.

The time past very very fast...just a clip of eye, I finish everythings. Not yet I realized what I have answered the

lecturer.....hahaha, hopefully I did no answer wrong.

But the time is so limited for me to acknowledge everyone..So I just wanna say : Thanks to everyone that help me along the process : Joanne, Ping Yin, Wei Yee, Foong Yan, for their comments, Dennis for offering to da bao for me..hahaha so touched, thanks to allthose that listen to me during conference, thanks for all clap for me..hehehe...thanks the mike for so cooperative, the technician and everyone.... thank you !!!

Cute cute Ah Pig !!!

2005-10-11T00:36:00.000-07:00

Piglet gila taking photo...

" Em...I m so hungry..."

" Yiii....got people take photo wor..."

" Posing first, konica !...."

" Oi...u want to take photo or not?? Cepat !!!"

" Come, we take together...1..2...3...smile!!!"

7 Valuable hours

2005-09-28T18:20:00.002-07:00

Yesterday, there was no equine rota...Since everyone talked about their conference, I also wanna talk about my conference. I worked until 3am the night before. And yet still have some part that not really can find much info bout it.. So I spend whole morning searching in the library. After somewhile, I felt so tired and went back home..Maybe too depressed or upset, I have a "nap" at 12 noon, and finnaly woke up at 7 pm..God...I slept 7 hours...in day time..That's the very valuable time especially right now where I still have tonnes of homework to do!! My depression got worse..I keep blaming myself for being so lazy...Y am I so pig one....7 hours..I can do lots of things. I could have finished study Dr.Gurmeet's lecture, have finish my avian path power point presentation, amalan path presentation(havent start), my conference script, german notes...bla bla bla....now...I have finish nothing!! Am I too tired or Have I infected " Malaysia Sleeping Sickness" ??
Let us see what we can do within 7 hours.
1. I can go and work 7 hours, and earn RM 30. RM 30 can buy lots of things u know?
2. I can watch my favorite TV drama for 7 episode..
3. I can finish maybe half of the Da Vin Ci code novel.
4. I can back to my hometown (kedah) which took me only 6 hours journey. And already have coffee with my mum
5. I think Davies can comeout with tonnes of idea and maybe already written a book ..hahaha ( I am not as creative as his)

But...I think my body does not think as what I think.
1. My brain will think, it's valuable time for him to rest, to reorganise the information so that I will not get al-zheimer 's
2. My skin will think that it's time for it to replenish itself so that I will not get wrinkles and look young forever.
3. My liver will think it has been working for so long, it hope that i rest more so that it can rest.
4. The heart say it need more sleeping time so that it can work slowly...because i always so excited and it has to pump harder...ya..he is tired..

I remember oliver told me one day: If I have a choice, I want my heart to rest.
At that moment, I really so touch mby his speech...He is so kind that he want his heart to rest where I never think before....
SO, if one day, i have a choice, i also want my heart to rest..hehehe

Warfarin poisoning!!

2005-09-19T23:13:00.000-07:00

Cheh....

Yesterday were our ruminant rotation. We went to a goat farm. The farmer complained that a group of goat ate rat poison--warfarin...The story is like that, usually they will lock the goats in a slot..and whenever they see tikus, they will put some warfarin in the goat house. The night before, he left a plastic bag of warfarin in next door ( the slot next to the goat slot)...manatau, the next morning tengok, only few pellet left in the plastic bag..and all the goats were outside...wandering around the house....thus he called the vet. We were so excited because this is the first time we encounter this type of case.

So we were so busy taking history, doing physical examination, see the mucous membrane, the conjunctiva, the vulva...take temperature, heart rate, respiration..there were 9 of them and very jumpy..run here and there. It took us quite a long time to catch them and examine. We found that all the conjunctiva were pinkish..but all the gums were pale with a dark purple demarcation at the gum margin....huh...that make us suspect that could be due to poisoning...thus we reported to doctor...very excited...

Manatau, doc cakap, it's pigmentation..kan goat got pigment mah...at the gum area...so it's normal...aiya...Now only I know..Since it's all normal, doc said leave it lah...

Then we went to see a case of contagious ecthyma...and just before going back, I ask the farmer, how much of the warfarin that gone?? He said the whole plastic empty lah...wah...tha's a lot...So I ask him, got 1 kilo or not?? " eh, mana ada, ah moi...beberapa biji saja mah..." " what??? beberapa biji?? " " Yalah...agak agak 7, 8 biji besar macam ni..." Then he show me the thumb....Wah lau..say early mah....

Moon Cake Festival!!!

2005-09-18T19:48:00.000-07:00

Moon Cake ....Tanglung...

Sunday was moon cake festival, it's also known as " union day" for chinese where all family member will gather together. Since all of us did not go back to celebrate with our own family, we, all chinese coursemate decided to have a ' stimboat ' gathering at my house. Thus, friday evening after conference, we went to alamanda to buy some food. It has been quite a long time we did not go out togehter...we took a lot of photos, shouting here and there like monkeys....then ah Ting suddenly said " this is very memalukan!! ( embarrasing)" hahahaha

Saturday night, around 8 pm, when everyone was so hungry, but the water in the rice cooker not yet boil...so everyone sit around the rice cooker at wait for the food to be cooked...very very pity..

Finally, the food cooked, and we ate together, happily and crazily.....shout here shout ther ( this is our expertice)..hahahaha

After that we took a lot of stupid photos in a small garden...We are so crazy, so childish..but we are very happy o....

I hope that we have more time like this before we separate for our our life in the future..

kite!!

2005-09-12T22:32:00.000-07:00

That Moment
I saw this, up in the sky in the paddy field in my hometown, a small boy and his grandfather.( I did not get to take the photo, so just download from net). I remember, me and my friend, once upon a time, flying kite in the paddy field..just like them. I miss the kite, I miss the friend, and I miss the moment.....

Holidays!!!

2005-09-06T21:04:00.000-07:00

Short Vacation
Yeah Yeah...finali....the holiday that we have been waiting so long.....AT the night of friday, me chan ling, wei yee, liza n foong yan went to have a drink...a very big cup of drink...eventually we all couldn't finish our drink...hahaha
Chan Ling and Wei yee were so relief..they had finish their conference. And now I start to worried about my conference. I decided to finished it during this weeked, ok...gambate!! But then after the drink, I went to Ah Ting's house and Accidently brought back a Hong Kong drama VCD...well, holiday mah..so enjoy loh...manatau...me and chan ling and my cute roomate, sitting in front of the computer for nearly 10 hours on saturday and sunday, to finish the drama...Finally, ofcourse I did not finish my conference!!
Since it's holiday, so I decided to do something relax that not really need our brain...so I decided to make some indian 'cookies'?- Vadei...hahaha not bad...taste like vadei...haahahaha
After 2 night punya suffer, finally I finished my conference power point. But no matter how I read it, forward backward fast slow...I still feel something wrong. Dun care...no energy liao..